Arriving here, that was the most amazing thing that ever happened to me. Any lives before or after this will never begin to compare.
The friends I've made, the adventures we've shared and the memories that will be with us forever. That is what this mystical place is about; full-filling dreams. The dreams we never got to make reality because of our uncanny bad luck.
It doesn't even matter that we almost lost those dreams by almost destroying each other in the very process of it all, because we are all united now, in a dream like state of peace that has come far too late for our liking, even if I didn't have to wait here as long as all of the others.
So as we stand here, saying our heartfelt good-byes I can only stop to think about the earth that we left behind when we died. There must be hundreds of thousands of people with sad, unfulfilled lives so why us?
Why were we the ones chosen to go to this dream like heaven? What was so special about us? What makes us more deserving than all of the other people on the planet? Surely we couldn't be the only ones with unfulfilled lives?
I look around me to find my friends sobbing as they blurt out goodbyes and thank you's in-between their tears.
We would all be gone soon. No time to wonder about the what ifs. No time to find out the reasons for our mad existence here. No time make sense of anything. I will have to stop resisting the urge to find out and just put up with it, just like Yuri had to stop resisting and fighting god when I showed up.
But it's a little late for that now. We've already made the decision to pass on and now is definitely not the time to bring this topic up, I'll just have to accept the fact that...
We will never know,
this life or next.
