Characters: AkuRoku + Xemnas Theme: Note

WARNING: Slight horror or gore... to many 'o' and 'r's XD

Axel woke up with a tear stained cheeks. He had had one hell of a night mare and he didn't even know that he was whimpering and crying in the night. Ever since Roxas left his mind and soul had started to collapse, the nightmares also started. At first off he just ignored it but as the days droned on and on his dreams got from bad to insane.

He whimpered quietly, helplessly and pathetically to himself. Xemnas told him every day that they didn't have heart so they couldn't feel but Axel knew otherwise… They had souls and the feelings came from the souls while the heart only ENHANCED the feelings he had.

"W-Why Roxas… W-why?" He continued to whimper out and gently rock himself as he started to recall his latest dream.

"Roxas!" He yelled as tears trickled down his face.

Blood.
It's that sickening shade of red you can't even begin to shake from your mind.
It'll always be there.
Drip, drip, drip onto the harsh floor.
Not as harsh as the sight that can be seen.
Because...because...it's from HIS body.
It's from Roxas' body.
The body that I thought would always be mine.

"Fuck off, Axel" Roxas hissed back killing the heartless in front of him. As it disappeared more of the silky, red liquid gushed out of the innocent man. The red liquid was all over the building outside, all over the floor. There were even little puddles on the floor and now they would become bigger as it started to rain.

As that last heartless was gone with the aid of Axel, Roxas finally collapsed onto the floor as his very being starts to fade into nothing. Axel rushed and tried to aid his bleeding lover but now there is nothing that could be done for him. Not even the strongest magic could heal this man.

"R-Roxas" He choked on his tears as they fell and stung the blonds' body. Endless red cuts, a blood soaked coat and a giant hole where his heart is was what is left of this man after the battle. Most of the blood rushed to and out of his body from his hole of a heart. The redhead's hands quickly became dirty red and soaked to the bone from the blood. The rain tried to wash away the devil liquid but it only made it worse by hurting the blond. Then again the blond was starting to feel numb to the pain; the pain was just too much for his small body to handle.

Roxas then started to laugh insanely but quietly due to being all that he could handle. "Please, Please forgive me" He started of whispering sarcastically. "But I won't be home again" He spat out some blood up to the redhead in hated grinning again. "Ma-maybe… someday y-you'll look up" He started to wheeze as his body disappearing. "A-And, barely conscious, you'll S-Say to N-NO one" He then reached out with what was left of his body and said.

"I-Isn't something…" He that… disappeared for all existence letting Axel go before he could even finish was he wanted to say.

Axel there just stunned to the core and the rain fell on his empty shell.

Wondering where he went wrong

Axel then jolted from the end of the memory and look to his bedside table and noticed a small note. He hesitantly got up and with his shaking hand grabbed the note.

'Missing me?'

The old redhead then dropped the note and walked outside calmly not to raise suspicions of the other members and stood in the same spot that Roxas died in his dream.

"I'll see you soon Roxas, I promise you... because… I hope you're missing me… " He whispered and then gave himself up to the heartless because…

He was so in love, he would do anything,

He was in fear, he wanted to die,

He was so upset, he couldn't cry any longer and yet…

He died with a smile, because he could see his lover again.