A/N: Just a little idea I wanted to write, tell me what you think.

My Almost

It was late at night and the Warehouse was silent. Myka was walking as quietly as possible until she came to Artie's desk. There resting on the desk was the black orb. She paused, almost as if to re-think, her hand quivered as her fingers came to the cold metallic surface. She picked up the globe, making a quick flick of her wrist and a blue light lit with Helena.

Helena turned to face Myka. "Am I needed again?"

"No…yes. I wanted to talk," Myka pulled out a seat.

"Alright. What do you wish to speak about dear?" Helena's eyes rested on the tired look that creased over Myka.

Myka slumped into the chair, "Why did you do what you did? Why couldn't you have just told me? I did know what you were going through…I could have done something, we could've—"

Helena felt a hole tear through her, "There is nothing anyone could have done. I had a lot of regrets Myka. I was hurt from so long and I was fixated on those feelings for so long that I couldn't think properly. When you're trapped, you can't help but bring yourself to the places that are so familiar and loving. Christina was that place. She was my daughter and I never forgot her. The more I went to that place, the more I came to hate myself for not saving her. It was my fault and I wanted to get back at the world for doing that to me, for taking away my daughter. No matter what I did Myka, I couldn't get her back.

"The last thing I wanted was to hurt you but I was blinded by those regrets, by that heartache. I'm sorry but I wasn't strong enough."

Myka looked up at her she wanted to reach out to the other woman. "I loved you, I still love you, but that's all over now. I won't be able hold you or touch you. What can we do?"

Helena spoke with the gentleness of a lover. "I know and it's my fault but there isn't anything we can do now dear."

Myka look the black sphere looking at Helena one more time and then she flicked her wrist as the other women disappear to wherever she was and just curled up and cried.