WOOHOO!! I'm on a roll baby! Third oneshot this week! XD eheh..sorry about that. This is just one of those short drabble thingies. And I mean, really short. Anyway, this oneshot was inspired by an icon on photobucket which attacked my mind with plot bunnies. The girl here isn't Miyuki BTW, it's my one of my billions of OCs, Yukira ^_^ Happy reading, minna! And don't "forget" to review!
Absentmindedly, I scrolled down my laptop screen, a familiar image catching my eye.
I wanna be the girl he's scared to lose
The one who he can't walk away from
Knowing she's mad at him,
The one who he can't fall asleep without
Her voice being the last one he hears
…The one he can't.
Live Without.
I felt tears prickling my eyes as I smiled, recalling the time when I had wished those very words, countless of times….
*****
I wanna be the girl he's scared to lose….
"I don't get it Haru! You keep telling me you love me but you flirt with every single girl in school! Make up your mind already! Do you want me to leave?" I snapped, waiting for his response.
Greeted with silence, I spun on my heel and began to walk away when strong arms wrapped around me, preventing me from walking any further.
"Stay. Don't leave. Stay. Please."
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The one who he can't walk away from, knowing she's mad at him…
"This is the fifteenth time you're late, Haru! I waited for 2 hours and you just stood me up to play tennis? Haru, I looked like a moron waiting for someone who never came!" I felt tears streaming down my face. My legs ached from sitting in the same position for so long. I watched him shake his head and make to walk away. I stifled a gasp, wincing as the rejection sank in.
"Forget it. I can't walk away from you when you're like that."
*******
The one who he can't fall asleep without her voice being the last one he hears…
"Hello?" I greeted groggily. It was after eleven. Who would be so mentally unstable as to call me at the unholy hour of eleven?
"Hi Yuki," Niou's husky baritone came.
"Hey Haru," I yawned. "Why are you calling me so late?"
There was a pause.
"Nothing. I just wanted to hear your voice, is all.
*******
I wanna be...
"You spaced off again, Yuki," a drawl accused me. I shook myself out of my reverie and stared in surprise my boyfriend who was currently nuzzling my neck.
"Haru? Since when have you been here?" I said in disbelief, closing the icon that had triggered my memories.
"I just arrived from practice and I saw you staring at the wall as if it held the answers to all your questions," he kissed my neck and I could feel him chuckling.
"Really? How long have I been out?" I asked softly, running a hand through his thick hair.
"About five minutes. I'm thankful, though."
"Why?"
"While you were thinking about who knows what, I got to imagining life without you."
"Oh. So how'd it go?"
"I couldn't imagine it."
"Must be some serious brain tumor then," I wrapped my arms around him tight, feeling happy.
"I'm serious, Yuki. I love you. I can't lose you."
"You never will, Haru."
…The one he can't live without.
And I knew in my heart that I already was that girl.
Aw… Yuki-chan is so lucky…Niou might be a little OOC, sorry! XD Please review and thanks for reading!
~Miyu
