Torn

Torn

By TRIXSTER

I look at you now,

And I want to kiss you,

But then, that "love"

Suddenly changes,

And I am indifferent.

You're so handsome,

So sweet,

But,

For some odd reason,

You become absolutely

Nothing.

One minute I'm smiling

And laughing with you,

The next,

You're not even there.

Can you possibly fathom

What

That means?

It feels like I'm being

Torn apart,

And I'm dying.

Dying because I

Hate you…

And Dying because I

Love you.

I know it may be confusing, but I wrote this poem about me. But, I also linked it to the possibility that what if Rachel began doubting what Tobias meant to her. That maybe she hated him because he wouldn't change, that if he really did love her, why wouldn't he become his human self? Yet, she does have strong feelings for Tobias, knowing that he holds a dear part of her heart. So, thus, Rachel is being torn in two different directions. If you have any questions or suggestions, feel free to email me or write it in a review! Thanks.