Breaking my Heart
by: Pixie Wings
Thunder clapped and Lightning struck as Relena hurried to her hotel from the conference she had just attended. Unfortunately her transportation had been delayed, and she knew if she stayed in the conference building any longer that she might have to stay there until the storm passed. She didn't feel like staying in a cold empty building by herself, so she risked walking/running in the oncoming storm.
She was drenched head to toe and was shivering from the cold that was slowly seeping into her body. 'damn it, there just had to be a typhoon on the one day my transportation couldn't come get me' she thought grumpily as she continued to run through the rain. The wind was starting to pick up and she began to have doubts as to whether she'd make it back to her hotel.
She stopped underneath a tree to catch her breath. 'Damn these shoes, why do women have to wear high heels all the time?'
"What are you doing out here?" came a very familiar voice.
Relena whipped her head up, and right in front of her stood Heero, wearing a rain jacket and holding a dark blue umbrella over his head.
"Oh I just felt like now was the appropriate time for a walk" she snapped.
Heero lifted an eyebrow at her remark and just stood there for a couple of seconds before taking off his rain jacket and wrapping it around Relena's shivering body, and placing the umbrella over her head, letting the rain drench him.
You took your coat off and stood in the rain
You were always crazy like that
I watched from my window
always felt I was outside looking in on you
Relena looked up at Heero, thanking him silently. He took her arm and started to walk her the rest of the way to the hotel where she was staying. Relena occasionally glanced his way and studied his appearance. He was a few inches taller than when he was a gundam pilot, he had matured greatly on his appearance. He had become more toned, and had broader shoulders. His face had aged somewhat but not much, and he kept his hair as messy and uncombed as usual. He had worn dark blue dress pants with a white dress shirt and a dark blue tie. She continued to stare at him until he turned and told her to hurry up giving her one of his famous glares that made many people cower in fear.
You were always the mysterious one
With dark eyes and careless hair
You were fashionably sensitive, but too cool to care
They arrived at the Hotel just as soon as the wind really started to pick up. Relena then led Heero to her Suite to stay until the storm passed. She immediately began to take off some clothes as she entered. Heero stood in the doorway just watching her undress until she was in her slip and undershirt. She then marched into the bathroom and brought him a towel to dry off with.
Heero stood there for a few minutes, his eyes never leaving Relena's eyes as he shut the door behind him and ran the towel through his hair. "Nice Weather" he said breaking the silence. This surprised Relena, she had thought that he would have preferred the silence. "Just wonderful" she said in response.
Then you stood in my doorway, with nothing to say
besides some comment on the weather
Heero took his tie off and hung it off of a chair, his shirt following his tie. The pair stood there for a few minutes just gazing at one another. "It's been a while..." Relena said. "Yes... it has" Heero admitted.
Well in case you failed to notice
In case you failed to see,
This is my heart bleeding before you
This is me down on my knees
They stood there again for what seemed to be an eternity, "I...I missed you Heero...." Relena said looking toward the ground. "....Yeah....me too" Heero said as he stepped forward and held his arms out. Relena gave Heero a small smile as she walked to him and they both hugged each other.
"Oh God Heero... whats happening to us?" Relena asked leaning against Heero. "Nothing" He said as he scooped Relena up and carried her to the bedroom.
These foolish games are tearing me apart
Your thoughtless words are breaking my heart
You're breaking my heart
They sat at the table the next morning, Relena picking at her bagel while Heero was drinking Coffee having a one way conversation with her about security measures, while scolding her about her foolish behavior the night before. "There was absolutely no reason for you to be walking out there by yourself. You could have been shot and killed and then where would we be!" He scolded while she lowered her head and nodded in agreement, promising not to do anything as foolish as that again.
You were always brilliant in the morning
Smoking your cigarettes, talking over coffee
Your philosophies on art, Baroque moved you,
You loved Mozart and you'd speak of your loved ones
As I clumsily strummed my guitar
After Heero had finished lecturing her on the importance of informing her personal security of where she was going to be and at what time, she talked of idea's that were brought up during the conference. Heero half listened nodding his head every so often when she stopped and stared at him. "Heero are you listening to me at all? All I'm saying is that maybe everyone should put less thought into my security and just focus it on trying to find a way to peace! How are we suppose to obtain peace if we cannot trust the people!"
You'd teach me of honest things
Things that were daring, things that were clean
Things that knew what an honest dollar did mean
So I hid my soiled hands behind my back
"I already discussed this with you Relena I do NOT want to talk about it again!" Heero said raising his voice glaring a warning in Relena's direction.
"Heero, please listen, all the thought the time that went into my protection should go to the protection of peace!" Relena argued "It IS" Heero said getting up from his chair.
"No... It's only going on the protection of one person! Peace doesn't come just from one person it comes from everyone's desire for peace!" Relena yelled getting up from her seat challenging Heero.
Heero growled, "Sit down"
"No" Relena said
Heero lifted his hand and struck Relena across the face causing her to fall backwards into her chair. She lifted her hand up to her cheek and kept it there as her tears kept falling from her eyes.
Somewhere along the line I must've gone off track with you
Excuse me, think I've mistaken you for somebody else
Somebody who gave a damn
Somebody more like myself...
Heero watched her gingerly rub the area where he had struck her. "...I...I'm sorry....Relena..." he said as he quickly gathered his items and ran out the door into the rain that still poured outside.
These foolish games are tearing me apart
Your thoughtless words are breaking my heart
You're breaking my heart
Relena stood back up and ran to her window looking down to the ground. She remembered that this same thing happened the last time they were together...and he had hit her then too. Tears began to stream down her cheeks as she watched Heero walk out of her sight....again. She wondered when was the next time that they would have another encounter, would she be in distress or would she just be able to call out for him and he would be there. No matter what happened, she knew that she could never stop caring for him.
You took your coat off and stood in the rain
you were always like that
She looked down at her hand and smiled when she saw the familiar white-gold wedding band on her hand.
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Eeep... Please people don't kill me! I know I know, Heero shouldn't lay a hand on her... especially if she's his WIFE ~.^ I decided to wait until the end for that. I know this was confusing because it was confusing for me to write. As silly as it sounds. If you all want me to do a sequel or a prequel please request it.
I'm sorry but I thought that this song kinda fit into their relationship PERFECTLY. anyway for any of you who don't know what this song is called its: Foolish Games by Jewel.
Well for all of you who are wondering where the heck was I for the past few weeks I'll tell ya. I was traveling across the country to Arizona to go to college. I have my own apartment now (YES) FAR away from my parents (YES) and my own computer (YEAH) now I won't have to listen to anyone whining about taking too much time on the computer. Oh a Hearts Loneliness #7 Will be released later on today or tomorrow... I know I know.... I've been promising that for a long time and I'm sorry :( I've been a bit busy lately. (You know why now) Well please tell me if this sucked or if this rocked... whatever you want!
Thankies
~Pixie Wings~
Disclaimer:
I do not in any way own Gundam Wing or any of its characters, i also do not make any claims to "foolish games" I do not, In any way whatsoever make any sort of profit from this fanfiction.
