I don't know what's been happening, but it's really scary. As of the moment, I don't
know what to do. It's really hard, it was like something…SOMETHING AWFUL
had been dumped inside me, and something fiery were inserted through my veins.
I cannot think clearly every time her face would enter my mind, like an obsession I am
totally helpless. She's planted in my mind…worse, I could never be with her.
Even for eternity, or for a hundred years.
I punched a nearby tree in frustration and it was easily uprooted and fell on the ground
with a crunching sound and a loud thud! I was panting, I'm confused, I'm helpless.
I need her. I need her…I need her.
i Terribly! /i
I want her to be with me, but all hopes disappeared. She's now gone.
