I don't know what's been happening, but it's really scary. As of the moment, I don't

know what to do. It's really hard, it was like something…SOMETHING AWFUL

had been dumped inside me, and something fiery were inserted through my veins.

I cannot think clearly every time her face would enter my mind, like an obsession I am

totally helpless. She's planted in my mind…worse, I could never be with her.

Even for eternity, or for a hundred years.

I punched a nearby tree in frustration and it was easily uprooted and fell on the ground

with a crunching sound and a loud thud! I was panting, I'm confused, I'm helpless.

I need her. I need her…I need her.

i Terribly! /i

I want her to be with me, but all hopes disappeared. She's now gone.