YUNA
Three months, it has been three months since the Gullwings and myself saved Spira from Shuyin and Vegnagun. Three months since Lenne seemed to have left my body to be re united with him. Three months since I returned home to Besaide island. All things considered I should be happy, Wakka and Lulu are caring for a healthy baby boy. The Youth League, New Yevon and Machine faction are operating peacefully with each other. Spira is safe and the eternal calm is continuing. Rikku, Buddy and Brother are continuing to search Spira for spheres. Again it seems like I'm the hero of Spira.
I'm not one hundred percent happy though, I still feel a nagging feeling inside me, I still feel as if there is something I need to do. Maybe it has to do with the fact that I'm alone, when I ran off before it was to try to find him. Yet when I was given the chance to be with him… it didn't feel right to accept. So I didn't, I chose to keep him in my heart, where I knew he would always be. Maybe it has to do with Paine, she left without any word to anyone about two weeks ago. From what Rikku and Buddy told me they checked about all of Spira for her and she just…vanished. It bothers me some because I thought I was starting to connect with her. I'm not the only one worried, Rikku's been running herself ragged trying to find any information she can.
It's not the only odd thing to happen either, here on Besaide, Wakka returned from Patrol with reports of an orange portal. What could it mean? Is it a gateway to another world? I didn't dare take off again without telling Wakka and Rikku, they would worry too much about me. Still, I wanted to check it out.
During the next few days I slowly put together my belongings. I spoke to Lulu about it. Lulu was always like a sister to me during my time as a Summoner in training. When I came back to Besaide after I ran off with Rikku she understood why. When I went to her about this she let me know that Besaide would always be here if I wanted to return. Wakka was understanding too, he told me he knew I would be able to handle myself. It made me feel better about what I was going to do
Then I told Rikku, Buddy and Brother. Rikku and Buddy both understood that I had to make my own path. Brother on the other hand didn't know why I had to leave. Lucky for me Rikku gave me a mini com sphere so we could keep in touch that settle Brother down. Something tells me though, that it was more for Rikku than Brother.
Everything was done, goodbyes where said. I looked around before I left. If all else failed I could always return here. That being thought I left Spira and ventured into what could be called a brave new world.
