A/N: Ahh yes my very first One Shot and Yaoi I just sat on my computer away from homework and just started writing.

GrimmIchi is just so...gah! I can't describe the words lol I don't know if I should make it a multi-chap or not but it's an idea for now.

Initially the title was for another story I was writing but it fit this one perfectly (In my eyes) lol anywhose I do hope you enjoy this little piece.

P.S please don't be afraid to correct me on this story...I don't bite unless you ask ^_^

Disclaimer: I do not own Bleach


The Air You Breathe

Ever had that one person who annoyed you to no end and yet you find that your every thought is about them? Someone who pissed you off constantly for no apparent reason but they make up for it afterwards?

Heh.

You start to wonder what it is that they're doing at that exact moment you think of them. You think of the words they would say when they see you acting the way you are now…reminiscing of that one gesture they did that trapped you in their forever weaving web.

Yeah.

Someone who leaves a mark on your life whether it be good or bad, desire or lust, hate or…love. And yet I haven't decided on what kind of dent this bastard left on me, but whenever he's around…

"Ichigo!"

Man how I hate hearing my name yelled like that, makes me think that I have work to do and I didn't feel like doing anything right now.

I only looked at the crimson pineapple giving him a ghastly stare so he know to leave me the hell alone…but this is Renji we're talking about, when do he ever listen?

"Don't give me that look get to working! If I have to do it then so do you! NO SLACKING!"

I turned my gaze back to the transparent mirror; looking out into the depressing weather that influenced my mood. I hated this job especially being around things I take no part in.

Video games!

Renji was stocking the new releases on the short metallic shelves on the step ladder I thought about kicking from under him.

"What the hell has you so deep in thought?"

If only he knew it wasn't 'What' but 'Whom', "Your mom," calmly speaking into the window.

"I hate when you get like this Kurosaki…the depressing look doesn't suit you,"

He was right, I hated the feeling myself but I couldn't help it, When I fall in love; I fall the hardest, making me the most naive when it comes to couples. That's why I stayed single. I tried before with guys and girls but I haven't found that one that can have me exactly how I am now, that was HIS spot to claim…and I had no problem with it until h-

"You look like shit!"

Sighing within myself, why is it when I'm deep in thought, I'm interrupted?

"I'm good over here don't worry that pretty bald he-" I looked to what I thought would be a shiny shaved head only to see a wig that did not fit his character. I started laughing hysterically; shelving his threats as I held my stomach; nearly falling to the floor, "why are you wearing…road kill…wha…what the…" I couldn't finish my sentence because of the laughter that took over me.

"Oi! ur laughing too hard!" he made an attempt to leap over the counter until Ayasegawa grabbed his arm.

Renji turned to look for himself; and more laughter filled the air.

Ayasegawa turned to see Ikkaku's face, "That'll be your third strike with the old man,"

Ikkaku turned to look at him then turned to look at me and Renji as we both started to wheeze; catching our breathe. It wasn't my intention to laugh the way I did…but…seriously…

I started snickering until he went to the backroom, getting more boxes.

That was so the highlight of this slow business day. It was surreal since there were new releases out and not one customer shown. I wasn't complaining though, it was easy money to just sit here for ten hours and day dream.

About him.

It was already 5:30p.m which was my time to go but as usual Rangiku was an hour or two late. I waited at the door with my things...well only name pin, after I clocked out, settling by the door for the long wait until I seen the same silver beamer from yesterday. I looked at my watch and only a half-hour past; this was on time for her, and being the beauty she was; the boss would let her slide with a tap on the wrist.

Heh, we don't blame the boss man at all.

She got out the car dressed in her work uniform like everyone else; black T-shirt, name pin, khaki pants, and whatever black shoes we owned. She placed a kiss on the oddly smiling platinum blonde in the driver seat, like a fox he was...that was weird.

She held a newspaper over her luscious hair; her huge knockers bouncing as she pranced from the silver car to the sidewalk, "You're early," I spoke as she waved off the weird man.

"I know we should celebrate!" she smiled unbuttoning her three buttons, then tying back the shirt to show off her toned stomach.

She sure hates to be covered up; that's for damn sure.

"Nah, I had enough of you guys for the weekend…later," I walked out the store looking to weather again.

I'm thankful I left all my electronics at home and I'm heated I left my jacket and umbrella; I was supposed to catch the bus but Rangiku was kind of early for work and it wasn't coming for another three hours.

I decided to walk anyway; the raindrops were subzero and it was still humid out, so it was warm to me.

I didn't bother to run home due to the walk actually being another form of ruminating the past. It took fifteen minutes for me to walk past the beach where we played volley ball and Renji and me throwing Rukia in the water when she didn't want to go.

Another ten minutes I walked by the park where we cooked-out at, and my first encounter with him behind that same tree. That day I discovered new found feelings for the bastard. I didn't know if my emotions towards him were there before he kissed me or if they were there after; either way I didn't care, he's done and over with in my book.

Minutes later I walked past the bleachers where I lost my v-card…yeah I said it…my virginity.

It was in the same exact weather but at that time it was nightfall. I found myself throwing my body at him when his kisses covered my torso and then our clothes flew off. For all I know my boxers could still be over there since he ripped them off me.

I shivered from the miniature flashback of that smirk when he entered me slamming his pelvis into my…well you know…and I moaned…loud…yup you heard me…I practically screamed.

I don't know how you would feel if a 10in rod was shoved into your...nevermind.

Heh, no matter, that was all in the past now and I was over it, I just couldn't forget that sexy smirk that turned me all that way on, then that confused face when I first kissed him. He looked so damn cuddly.

I made it to my house soaked in the acid rain. Nobody was home and won't be until next week. Dad, Karin and Yuzu went for a well needed vacation to Hawaii, I had the chance to go but I declined, I just started working and no way was I giving up my own income even if taking the trip was tempting, but I had the house to myself now.

I got undress at the door walking naked to my room dumping them in the wash on the way there; this was one of my many pleasures, walking through the house with nothing on. I walked past the mirror catching the glimpse on my pec of where he left his 'mark'. Whenever I looked at the scar it'll hurt all over again.

Asswipe.

I made it to my room dragging my feet across the floor to my ringing cellphone before it went black. Seven missed calls, four text messages, and one voicemail. I decided to see who called first.

Prick 9:38a.m

When I was at work.

Prick 10:13a.m

I was still working

Prick 10:15a.m

You guessed it…still at work.

Dad 12:30p.m

My lunch break.

Prick 2:56p.m

Back to work I was.

Prick 6:07p.m

Few minutes ago?

Next I listened to the voice mail.

"ICHIGO! ICHINIII!"

A smile spread across my face when I heard Dad, Karin and Yuzu yelling my name.

"We miss you so mu- OUCH YUZU!" Karin voice was faint now bringing a different voice to the receiver.

"Ichigo I hope you're eating right make sure to read the instruction on the fridge mmkay? And oh my goodness we're sunburned…ITAI!...It hurts when I touch my own skin…"

I heard rattling and I knew it was dad now.

"Iiiiiichiiiiiiigooooo Oh my gorgeous offspring I hope everythi- ARGH!"

"We love and miss you Ichigo!" Karin and Yuzu yelled together, "Oh no! grab it befo-"

I heard their voices but it sounded…watery, I tried to make clear of it but the message came to an end, bringing a slight chuckle to the air before me while I saved it.

Exiting out the call log I went to the texts.

Prick 10:53a.m: Still pissed wit me strawberry?

I grew aggravated once I saw 'strawberry'. Hate that fucking name! What makes me a strawberry? Can someone tell me? please!

Prick 2:02p.m: Pick up the damn phone!

I laughed at that one

Prick 3:19p.m: ur pissing me off now!

Still laughing until I got to the last one

Prick 6:39p.m: I get it, u dont luv me but I cant stop thinkin about u…I wont stop thinkin about u. If that's not enough for u then whateva…but I'll b damn if ur goin 2 keep ignorin me. If I don't get a call back after this message then I'll be out of ya hair…and out of ya life.

For some odd reason I started to panic; my breathing became heavy and my mind was racing at the speed of light.

Breathe Ichigo...

After I calmed my storm, I sent him a text of my own.

I thought I told you to delete my number?

I placed my phone on the nightstand…and yes I waited till I got a reply back…problem?

This was like waiting for my death to hit me square in the face. After staring a hole into the contraption and blinking; fluttering my eye lids when my eyes were dry enough, it started dancing across my nightstand, vibrating almost to the floor.

I snatched it; almost dropping it but caught it…thank god!

This was the moment of truth for me, just this very text message from…wait…he was calling me instead?

I'm not that bold to hear his voice and not succumb to his every demand…damn am I feminine or what?

I sent him a message, why not text me back atleast! so I waited till his name disappeared from the phone screen. He texted me back in 2.2 seconds.

Prick 6:43p.m: pick up the fuckin phone!

Why? =) I texted back, joking with him just so he can get pissed off now.

He called me again but I sent it straight to voice mail.

I know…pretty kiddy-ish but this was just too fun to pass up.

His name disappeared again but no message, instead he left a voice mail.

Aww man…do I dare listen to it? Heh…hell yeah!

"Listen kurosaki…I'm not up for the phone games so answer your fucking phone or open the damn door before I kick the bitch in!"

His voice alone made me horny, and that attitude on top…mmm mmm mmm.

But huh?…he's at my door? Fucking Renji I tell ya…

I called him back instead; putting on my track pants and black tank walking out of my room to the front door.

He picked up on first ring, "You decide to call me instead of looking at me face ta face?"

That voice drives me insane. I was coming short of air by just being on the phone with him so imagine face-to-face.

Inhale…Exhale…

"Yeah," I responded, "After you threaten to kick someone's door in there's pretty much nothing you can do besides call the hostile person back,"

"Or you just rather not see me,"

"That can be the case," sitting on the top of the step looking to the front door. I didn't trust myself next to him, I would drink him dry.

His voice was gruff now, "What is it with you?"

"Is that all?" calmly speaking again.

He voice came down a few notches, "Open the door,"

"I'm nowhere near it,"

"I didn't ask where you were, I said open the door,"

Every bone in my body screamed 'Yes Sir' and I fought hard against it, "Hmph," too bad I lost that battle.

I started walking down the steps to the door; twisting the lock but not fully unlocking it.

"What's holding you back?" hearing his baritone talking through the door more than the phone brought chills down my spine.

I caught myself from saying 'I don't trust myself' but instead…"Why are you here?"

"To see you,"

"For what?" not hesitating to ask.

"To talk. what else?"

"We can talk like this?"

There was a loud thud so I knew he punched the door with a hard fist, I expected that, "Dammit Kurosaki open the door!"

I knew exactly how he felt; going after your goal when it's arm's length away from you and only a mere door stand between you and that ambition, pretty much my love for him, words couldn't explain how I felt about him. I wanted to show him the poetry behind Love, make our own definition of it, after all he is my only weakness and my ever growing strength. But still…"Why?" I yelled through the door.

"Because I fucking love you dumbass!" his voice a little more relaxed but still rather frustrated which was understood.

My eyes were shocked by his response…well...yeah I was…for once it wasn't love that was unrequited. I have him, who I couldn't imagine upon first meet, confessing his love to me. I'm far from gullible though and I'm not going to fall for this unfair trick that got into the habit of imbalanced people who want their cake and eat it too, he would have to prove that, so..."You love me huh?"

"I do," he spoke

"I never imagined that,"

"Neither did I," the door moved again but a gentle thud, "Now will yo-"

I opened the door running into his soaked physique, wetting my clothes once again.

He held me close to him; backing me into the house. Just before the door was closed I pushed him into it, shutting it completely; attempting to dominate his mouth until he fought back, throwing his tongue almost down my throat. He licked the roof of my mouth, to exploring the rest while he dropped his leather jacket and white tank to the floor.

So fucking sexy.

He ripped my tank off biting me before I moved away pointing to the scar he left on me.

He smirked gripping my ass to wrap me around him, "You're mine so I have to leave my mark somewhere,"

I smiled, "I'm not yours un-"

"Shut the hell up and start kissing me,"

YES SIR!

I started kissing his neck biting him while he walked up the stairs. He laughed and I licked the side of his face.

We made it to my room and he dropped me on the bed toppling over me; kissing me, licking the side of my mouth to my earlobe where he nibbled on, back down my neck to my nipple drawing wet circles around it. Of course he just had to bite me.

"What the fuck Grimmjow!" I pushed away from him, but the effort was futile.

"Calm down," he bit my other nipple the same way, causing me to yell in pain again, "now you got matching marks,"

Bastard!

He then moved his lips to my right where that one will have me- "Mmm," I moaned and my stomach shuttered, then recovered from the pleasing caress, "You remember?" I spoke wide eyed. That was the spot that made me feeling like I was cuming all over myself, another part of my body he owned.

"I can't forget that sexy ass moan you did when I first did it," he smirked.

"Shut up and undress, all the way," I started undoing his belt until he pulled back from my hand.

"Always in a rush," his smirk never fading.

"Well then hurry up before someone come and take your place,"

An eyebrow rose and that startled face that'll have me melting in his hands appeared making me laugh and kiss him. I miss that face.

"You better not if you know what's good for you," a sadistic smile spread across his face and with one thrust from his arm my tracking pants were on the floor; his hand around my erect member.

I bit my lips closing my eyes to how good his tight clasp felt.

"You wouldn't want to get rid of me now would you?" he talked low, kissing my neck again.

I bucked my hips once his speed picked up.

"Where is it?" he talked into my skin.

"Right…where you left…I-it,"

His hand stop and he rose to walk to the night stand; taking the bottle of lube out, "Still a lot left in here," he shook the bottle, "What happened to all your partners?"

"They brought their own,"

He stop shaking it, eyebrows furrowed again as he walked over to me, "Tch, my pants off berry," standing in front of me now.

I will not do such a thing, he ca-

He grabbed my chin throwing his tongue in my mouth once more, "Easy way or the hard way?" he spoke in my lips.

I didn't answer. The hell he meant?

"Have it your way," undoing his pants and boxers.

I swallowed hard. I so forgot how big he was.

He pushed me back on the bed lifting my legs. He lubricated himself then traced it around my lining; I readied myself for the penetration. He inserted his swollen gland leaving only the head inside of me. I bite my lip again, possibly bleeding.

"Relax will ya!" almost breaking down on top of me.

Inhale…exhale…

He gored more of himself into me causing a loud moan to be heard throughout the house.

"There we go," he smirked leaning further into me.

"Ah-Haah" he was deeper now and I held on to his back, digging deep into his skin.

He hissed but still smirked giving me a long stroke then pulled himself out, "That was on easy,"

Panting now I spoke, "What the hell are you talking about?"

"You'll see," penetrating me once again, this time with more aggression.

I thought I was rea..."Ngrh!" He started pounding me. I could feel him hitting that spot only his length can claim.

The sound of the bed banging against the wall to our skin colliding together was driving me crazy; on top of that he was rearranging my insides while I'm still getting use to his size.

Oh my goodness…Oh my goodness…Oh my goodness…"M-hmmm," biting my lips again.

"Don't hold it back," he spoke panting.

I opened my eyes seeing his head thrown back, he filled me up so nicely.

He long stroked me three times hitting that spot that almost made my ejaculate but when he felt that I was about to climax he took himself out.

"The hell is wrong with you?" I said blustering now

"We're not done yet Kurosaki," he growled my name causing me to tremble; I stared at him then stared at my window in the matter of seconds.

Did he…He just flipped me over! "I hate you," smiling to him.

"Hmph," was all I heard all the while he crawled over my legs rubbing his length between my cheeks while he grabbed my wrist; pinning them behind the small of my back with his one hand.

He slid inside me once more giving me yet another long stroke; I bit the bed now, "Ergh,"

He rammed me, "Stop hiding it!"

"Ahh! Fuck! You son of a bitch!"

He started pounding me again, and I started kicking my leg at how good he felt since he started moving in rhythm.

I felt myself coming to a release as he pumped harder into me then he pulled out again, "You asshole sto-...OHYOUUUU!" my lip started quivering when he rammed me again.

"I'm a what?" he groaned.

I didn't hear him nor did I mind I was about to cum and so was he. "OOOO-FUCK!" I yelled.

"Damn berry," he growled releasing himself into me with a long stroke.

He collapsed on top of me, kissing my shoulder, not even laying down for two minutes that question came about, "You really have other partners?" he spoke.

I felt his eyebrows crease together resulting in me laughing but not too hard since he was still inside me, "I did but that was to forget you, and they were female,"

"You wouldn't be able to forget me anyway," he chuckled.

"Eh? How you figure?" turning to look at him.

"You need me just as much as I need you,"

"Ha! And how is it that I need you?"

"Simply put," he took himself out of me, I gasped when he did so but calmed down when he pressed his lips against mines, "You're the air I breathe," looking into my eyes now.

I was flattered by his words more than his actions. I mean come on now I can barely get an 'I miss you' from him and I barely got an 'I Love You'…but I did…no complaints.

Words weren't needed for the rest of the day. We went a couple more rounds; trying new positions in other parts of my room before lying on the floor wrapped in my sheets, tired. He is right for one, he's the only essential element for the only air I can breathe in that can kill me and yet revive me, my death without him and yet my life line when near him, he is the air I breathe.


A/N: sooooo tell me what you think ^_^