Authors Note: Hey everyone! This isn't my first story, but it is my first here so bear with me! If you find any mistakes, blame it all on me. I hope you enjoy!

Disclaimer: I, unfortunately, don't own Rory, Jess, Logan, or any other Gilmore Girls character (yet...)

This takes place in 2012, and none of the episodes after The Real Paul Anka happened.

Summary: Rory and Jess both started new lives without each other. But when ones marriage falls apart, will she seek comfort in a man she knows she shouldn't? might be Rory/Jess eventually


Rory

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You only fall in love with one person in your entire life. I learned the hard way that my one person wasn't Logan - marriage. He proposed to me on December 2, 2007 and we were married on April 16, 2008. We had a... mediocre marriage, I guess. It's not like we were fighting non stop. I mean, we had arguments and disagreements, but nothing to far from what every average couple does. And it's not like I didn't love Logan. I did, and I still do, but it always felt like there was something missing.

In November of 2010, we found out we were going to have a baby. But three months later, I had a miscarriage. Logan and I were both surprised that we weren't as upset as we should have been. I don't know why. I don't understand. I've always wanted to have kids. Maybe I didn't want to have Logan's kids?

After that incident, we realized that although we loved each other, we weren't meant to be together. We started to fight more and more. We seemed to be annoyed whenever we were around each other. I'm not sure why. Maybe we were just looking for a reason not to be together anymore.

I think not being in love is a good enough reason.

About five months after the miscarriage, we decided the best thing for us would be divorce. We still talk, we call each other once or twice a month. I love him. I'm not in love with him. I don't know if I know the person I'm in love with, or meant to be in love with. I'm not sure if I've even met the person I'm "in love" with yet. I don't think I know, do I?


A/N: I hope you liked the first chapter! This was in Rory's POV, the next will be in Jess's POV. The first two chapters are just kind of filling you in on what's happened in Rory and Jess's lives. After that the story will really start, and the chapters will be longer. Please review, I appreciate all of them! Constructive criticism is welcome!

Thanks for reading!

Nicole (february bliss)