Why won't he notice me?

I cannot help but wonder

When I'm beside him all he sees is that pinkette

I am stronger now

But that does not change my feelings

Why won't he notice me?

He still thinks I'm weak

I see it in his eyes

He thinks I haven't grown

I do not stutter or blush around him anymore

He still thinks I am a pushover

Why won't he notice me?

I walk through the trees

I hear people

I hide behind bushes

There sit the pinkette and a boy with blonde hair and whiskers

They were kissing

Why won't he notice me?

I run home crying

Father is training Hanabi

I run upstairs and cry for hours

I take out a kunai and think this is it

Then there was light

Father has a single tear running down his cheek

Hanabi is crying

Neji is thinking why Hinata-sama? Why?

This was really for the best

But now he will never notice me