Disclaimer: I don't own Glee or any of the characters except Skylar and Collin and future characters not from the show.


I had just watched the love of my life walk across the stage and get his diploma. Soon after this happened I also watched him run out of the gym where graduation was being held with hot tears running down his rosy cheeks when he watched his best friend Skylar run into the arms of my younger brother Collin and share a passionate kiss. Collin was the boy who Kurt loved, not me. My hope to get him to become mine was running out. It was useless.

After I found Kurt and settled him down, I congratulated him. He began telling me his plans to go to Nyada in the fall. He also mentioned that Collin and Skylar were coming along to New York too. He told me how he would miss me and the friendship we had shared for many years.

Kurt started telling me about the many things we could do together over the summer before they all headed to New York. During the conversation, I noticed he wasn't looking at me as he spoke. He was looking behind me towards Skylar and Collin.

I hated that Collin never noticed Kurt's feelings toward him. Collin wasn't gay but he was gay friendly and had kissed and messed around with guys before. I knew Collin didn't feel anything for Kurt but I could never tell Kurt that. It would crush him. Besides that was Collin's responsibility anyways. I also hated that I couldn't get Kurt to be mine. My heart began to ache so I said something completely random.

"I got a job in New York."

His eyes left the happy couple behind me and met mine. I almost thought I saw relief in his eyes.

"Oh my god, That's amazing Blaine! Congratulations! That means you get to come to New York too. What a coincidence, right?" Kurt said smiling.

"Yeah, totally." The thing was it was not a coincidence. I always knew Kurt was going to go to New York after graduation. He had been talking about Nyada for years so I decided I would find a job and go along too.

I had protected Kurt from the bullying and other harmful things for as long as we had been friends. I had always been a little older so he always looked up to me and seeked protection. I thought I could continue to protect and be there for him in New York.

The truth is, this isn't just about protecting him. At some point during our friendship when I realized I was gay, I developed feelings for Kurt. The feelings only grew stronger as the years progressed and here I am now still continuing to fall harder for a boy who had no romantic feelings for me. I thought following him to New York would give him time to decide to pursue a relationship with me.

All my thoughts and hopes were shattered a moment later when Kurt once again looked behind me towards Skylar and Collin sharing an intimate moment. His eyes filled with tears and he ran out the gym doors for the second time since he graduated high school 20 minutes ago. I decided to let him be alone this time.

Some day I would get him to be mine and be able to show my love.

Some day.


I hoped you enjoyed. It's not very long but its just the prologue. I will post chapter 1 soon. This story will probably be about 20-30 chapters. If you review I will mention you in the authors note at the beginning of the next chapter so please review. It would mean a lot. Thank you.