135 years. 135 years of hiding and of chasing my destiny. 135 years for nothing! I finally decided to give myself a last, a final chance to take revenge. To take revenge on the person who ruined my life and made me like THIS… A cold blooded murder…not in just one meaning.
It all began at 1874. I was happy, free…and…human. Everything was perfect until something terrible happened. One day I got sick and I couldn't go to the annual family reunion fete. However it was my favourite part of the year. It was a big feast, the soldiers, who made their military service far from home, came home for a weekend to meet their family. My dad was a soldier, so I was excited to meet him again, but because of a terrible flu, my mom didn't allow me to go. I was angry at her, I didn't even say good bye when she left. Unfortunately it was the last day I saw her, or the rest of my family. They said that an animal or pack of animals attacked the people on the fete and killed them. But for some reason I didn't believe them, so I started to do a research. But it was a hard job, because from that on everybody acted like nothing happened, they never talked about that night again. The whole thing fell into oblivian. Nobody dealt with it. Was something wrong with me? Did I care too much? But it was my family, what else could I have done? I needed to know the truth. But I didn't find anything. Time passed so quickly, however I couldn't forget. I was lonely, I had nightmares everyday and I started to fell into depression. When suddenly a stranger came into my life, and it changed everything. His name was Damon. Damon Salvatore. He had dark hair as the night and the most beautiful blue eyes I had ever seen. He was kind and caring and I easily fell in love with him. We lived in harmony. He told me his secret, that he was a vampire. I didn't care moreover for some reason I started to love him more. But there was a problem. He said he loved me, but I couldn't believe him. I know he was still in love with his last girlfriend , Katherine. Icouldn't do anything. I wanted it to be real so much. I was weak. I was stupid. I believed him. I believed everything he said. When I looked into those sparkly blue eyes I forgot everything. Every problem, every fear, I forget who I am and what he is. He said he loved me and that we could be together forever. I believed in that. That was my first mistake and maybe the biggest one. I let him to bite me and feed me with his blood and to kill me. I even killed an inosent person to become his toy forever! I was so stupid. It didn't take me so long to realised that, considering the fact that Katherine unexpectedly appeared from nowhere. She turned Damon's brain, made him to love her again and to kill me. He almost did, but for the first time his humanity, that I knew was still in him, stopped him and he let me go. I didn't hesitate. I didn't want him to change his mind, I trusted him and I knew he would have killed me if he wanted to but my instinct said that I need to leave as far as I can, so I started to run as much as my legs allowed me. I had vampire speed, but I still knew if he wanted to catch me he easily can, but he didn't. He didn't showed up for a long …long time. A lot of years passed. 40…maybe 50 and I started to feel good. I never got old so I had to move all the time. On one hand it was good because I could travel around the world, but on the other hand I could never be normal. I never had real friends, I never had a real family I had never thought I could fall in love again, until I met Gregory. He was so much different from Damon. Not just outside but inside as well. He was also a vampire but he was different. He was a vegetarian, he never fed on human blood. He taught me how to take control over my body and my hunger. He taught me that the vervain isn't just our enemy but it can help us as well. He gave me a special necklace, filled with vervain, it not just protected me to being compelled by other vampires, but it also helped me not to lose also gave me a ring, which allowed me to walk in the sun, without being burnt. We were in love. It was real. We already planned our future.I always wanted a big family, but as vampires couldn't procrete I couldn't have a child. But Gregory said maybe we can adopt a child. I was released. Everything was perfect,….. until the one person, who I never wanted to see again, came right back to my life….
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When I turned around he was right there. So close.
„Why? Why are you here?"I said in a fearfull voice
„I don't like when someone touches my things." He said casually. And he made his charming smile, and took a step closer, closing the gap between us.
„How could you dare?" I said through clenched teeth."Get the hell out of here!" I shouted as i took a step backwards and pointed at the door. My fear suddenly disappeared. Instead I felt anger.
„What is that tone?" He took a step forward but I took a step back. He looked down at me. „I could easily rip your heart out." He tried to fear me, but it didn't work. Maybe a little bit, but I couldn't let him sense it.
„If you wanted to, you could have easily killed me by now, but you didn't, that means something."
„But now I can, I am back…"
„And back for what? Because I am sure you didn't come back for me to be killed." That was the time when I took a step closer."Where is Katherine? What happened to the big true love of yours?" He took a deep breath and stared at the floor."Oh wait. Did she left you? Did she realise that she truly loves your brother and you were just a plaything to her?"
„Stop it!"He shouted. His eyes were filled with anger. I stayed calm
„Did she left you again? For Stefan, didn't she? Will you ever realise that you didn't meant anything to her?"
I was suddenly pushed up against the wall by Damon."I. SAID: STOP!" He shouted in my face. His eyes were blood red and his fang extrated." If you don't stop it, I won't have much choice but killing you."
I didn't fear. My fangs extrated quickly." Go ahead. Kill me." I said in a little psychopatic happened. We just stared at eachother. When a voice suddenly broke the silence.
"What is happening here?"We both stared at Gregory's direction but all of a sudden Damon was right in front of him. Gregory tried to punch and push him away. But it didn't affect on him. Damon was older, which means stronger. He took a last pychopatic look at me."You're right. I won't kill you. But it didn't mean I won't kill your boyfriend."He suddenly broke a chair and take one leg of it. I shouted No! and tried to stop him, but it was late. He already runned the stake through Gregory's heart."Remember. Never touch my things." He said through clenched teeth. Then he disappeared. Gregory's lifeless body fell onto the ground. I was shocked. I felt sad. Now I lost the love of my life. I felt anger. Anger that I have never felt before. I set next to Gregory's body."I will find him and kill him. I PROMISE!"My eyes were filled with tears, but I knew I have meant it."I will find him and I will kill the ones who he had ever loved. I will make him miserable and then I will kill him."I took the other leg of the broken chair and put it in my backpack. I took a last look at Gregory and left the body there where it was. I couldn't stay. I needed to find Damon and take revenge on him. I knew somebody will take care of the body, they will said that it was an animal attack, just as they did in my parents' case.
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I spent the last century searching for Damon and tried to take revenge. It wasn't successfull. Now I have my last chance. I know that now I will succeed. Because finally I feel that I am in the right place. My instinct led me here. Led me to where it all began. To Mystic Falls.
