Title: He Love's Me , He Love's Me Not!
By: D. A .Whisper
Disclaimer: I Do Not Own GW it would kick ass if I did tho But I do claim the story.
Rated: 17+ M/L , A/C.
Chapter One
" Do you Love Me? "
My Hand's were shaking so bad as I stood there looking into his eye's that were growing intense with each passing moment of silence. I couldn't believe I'd uttered the word's they just came out. I wanted to know but I was scared of the answer. I know he feel's something for me how could he not all the time's he risked his life to save mine. How he stuck by me when I was in the hospital for three week's after my failed attempt to self destruct. He's willingness to stand by my side when the odd's weren't in our favor.. Never willing to give up on me when I lost the will to live. That softness in his eye's when he'd look at me a softness that Relena doesn't even get. I know he love's me.
" No " He said a chill in his voice. My heart fell at his simple answer. Tear's began to burn behind my eye's . I waited to see if he had something else to say but nothing. So slowly I walked away. Hoping he'd say something as the distance grew between us.
Light's flashed by the car like one long blur as Duo drove home. The street's never looked so empty before. Duo parked his car and mindlessly walked into his one bedroom apartment he shared with Heero
He pulled a black duffle bag out of the hallway closet as he walked to his room. Pulling open the dresser he threw some cloths in the bag. He spun as the phone rang but instead of answering he walked passed the phone and into the bath room. He turned his head to listen as the voice mail picked up. " Don't " Duo stood there as Heero hung up. He shook his head as he grabbed his toothbrush " if he think's im going to stay just because he say's don't well he's got another thing coming " Duo muttered as he tossed his toothbrush in the bag. He slung the bag over his shoulder and walked out of the room.
Three Day's Later
" You half to go back to work sometime Duo. You can't just keep acting sick. Which every one know's is bull The Grate Duo Maxwell doesn't get sick " Quatre stated sipping his tea.
" Well until that transfer happen's I ain't going back to my office. " Duo said looking at Trowa as he entered the room holding a phone in his right hand. Duo shook his head and turned to face the window.. " You should talk to him It's not like he's just going to keep calling till you give in, This might be the only time he call's. " Quatre said Duo stood there unmoving before taking the phone from Trowa
" Is There something I can help you with? " Duo asked cooly. There was a moment of silence and what sounded like a throat clearing and then a click. Duo held the phone away from his ear then returning it " Hello ? ...He hung up on me! " Duo stated lowering the phone to his side a baffled look on his face. " Well that doesn't sound like something Heero would do " Quatre stated. Duo dialed Heero's cell number and waited as it rung. Duo rolled his eye's as Heero's voice mail picked up " You've reached Heero Yuy Leave a name and number and I'll return you're call when im able ..." " What the hell Yuy don't call me then turn around and hang up on me. " Duo said then hung up. " How the hell did he know I was here anyway's " Duo asked putting the phone down on the coffee table. " Maybe Because he know's you better than you give him credit for " Trowa stated taking a seat next to Quatre.
Duo reached into his pocket and pulled out his cell phone turning it on he started for the door " Im heading out for a while my cell's on if you need me " Duo stated grabbing his keys off the table by the front door.
Two hour's later.
" And you know the funny thing " I " Know he love's me he's just to big of a jackass to admit that he care's cuz he's to caught up in the whole I cant love anyone cuz I might die shit... Well Fuck him the war's over " Duo ranted to the poor waitress that handed him another beer. " Maybe it's fear of commitment " She said walking away " HA thats a joke " Duo said taking a long swig of his beer. After about five more beer's Duo's pocket started to vibrate . He reached in laughing slightly at the feeling on his thigh. He didn't even bother to look at the caller ID. " Ello thiiiis is... Duuoo speaking " Duo answered slurring holding his beer up as if he was cheering. " Are you drunk? " The voice on the other end of the phone asked sounding more than annoyed. " Nooo.. I am not think as you drunk I am " Duo answered laughing
" Where are you? "
" Uhh I forgot " Duo laughed " Hey Donna What's the name of this joint? " Duo asked
" Oh you can remember the chicks name but not the name of the damn bar " The voice growled
" Oh aren't we the cranky one...and im at Oh' Miley's Pub drinking with my...Lovely friend DONNA " Duo laughed giving the waitress a wink. " And another thing I don't really feel like talking to you...So im going to hang up and drink this shot of Vodka eat my limen and ima go home to bed " Duo added before pushing the end button on his cell. He lowered his head to the table dropping his arms to his side " Oh how I hate him " Duo mumbled his eye lid's getting heavy. The bar tender shook his head and nodded to the waitress who walked over clearing the table of beer's giving Duo a knowing smile. Then bent over and picked his cell phone off the floor dialing the last number on his call list. It rang twice before a harsh voice answered The waitress paused a moment slightly taken back by the rudeness " Hi sorry to um ..bother you but It's almost closing and you're friend is passed out on my table and he wont wake up so do you think you could uh come and pick him up cuz he's really wasted " Donna stated as she slowly pulled the limon slice from under Duo's chin. She waited for what seemed like for ever before the voice on the other end answered. She hung up and walked back to the bar placing the tray of empty beer's on the bar. " His ride's coming he said he'd be here in like 20 minute's . I feel so sorry for this guy he's got it so bad and to be burned like that ah I know how that feel's " Donna said taking a seat on the stool. The bar tender just nodded and put a wine glass back in it's case.
Heero walked through the door and stopped looking at Duo across the room his head resting on the table one arm hanging by his side and the other draped over his head. He moved across the room taking duo's arm and throwing over his shoulder he picked duo out of the seat and started for the door , Duo moaned in unhappiness as Heero placed him in the car. Shutting the door Heero made his way back to his apartment he once share with Duo.
Heero stared at Duo as he rolled onto his side pulling the pillow into his arm's , He'd covered Duo with the blanket and walked out of the room.
The next morning Duo's eye's slowly opened he smothered his face into the pillow in hailing Heero's musky sent a smell he loved to wake up to. After a few moment's Duo's eyes popped open and he sat straight up looking around he realized where he was " What the hell am I doing here?? "
TBC
