So this is my first songfic. The song is "I'm not that Girl" from Wicked the musical. I am a total Musical buff, and this fits Peyton's situation in season five perfectly. Hope you like it.
Hands
touch, eyes meet
Sudden silence, sudden heat
Hearts leap in a
giddy whirl
He could be that boy
But I'm not that girl
Peyton looked in the mirror and saw a person she didn't like in the slightest. A person who was still in love with someone who happened to be marrying someone else today. Yep, for the third time since she's known him, Peyton was in love with Lucas Scott, while he was in love with someone else. The first two times, he was with Brooke, and now he was with Lindsey Strauss, his editor.
Don't
dream too far
Don't lose sight of who you are
Don't remember
that rush of joy
He could be that boy
I'm not that girl
She
had been dreaming of this day for so long. She had been dreaming of
the day that she would be at Lucas Scott's wedding she would wear a
beautiful, white dress, and he would wear a tuxedo. Ev'ry
so often we long to steal Blithe
smile, lithe limb Don't
wish, don't start
To the land of what-might-have-been
But
that doesn't soften the ache we feel
When reality sets back
in
She who's winsome, she wins him
Gold hair
with a gentle curl
That's the girl he chose
And Heaven
knows
I'm not that girl:
Wishing only wounds the heart
I wasn't born
for the rose and the pearl
There's a girl I know
He loves her
so
I'm not that girl:
What
she didn't see as she walked out was the tear rolling down Lucas's
cheek as she left. He, just like her, couldn't belive that he was
getting married without her being the bride. Turns out, she was that
girl,
only he was entirely too afraid to admit it to her. But, as Lindsey
walked down the aisle towards him, he realized that it was too late
for that now. He had no choice but to say "I do." and spend
the rest of his life watching the curly haired blonde form afar.
