will follow you into the dark by death cab for cutie inspired me and I can't never let go of twilight saga without writing this anyways hope you like this because this story kept bugging me to the point that in makes me unresponsive haha, love love twilight 3

all rights reserved to Stephenie Meyer (thank you for making edward and bella exist in our hearts , minds and also in our book shelves ahaha)

even being an immortal has its end, fate or whatever there is that controls our life and thinks there should always be an end and happiness comes in with a sad after taste. I have lived my life with him happily and contented all through out my hundred million years or so but you know I still feel that I've never seen enough of this world and love him enough, love all those that I love enough. but living in a world where half of my heart and some of those I love have already perished we don't mind , we didn't mind if tomorrow we die or if the next unnecessary breath we take is our last what we only want is to perish together hand in hand and kissing his soft lips one last time just me and him in the vast nothingness like falling asleep and resting but feeling his hand in mine, being reminded that we are still together,that is all I want now

"mum, dad it's okay I've lived for a hundred million years, that is long enough besides I get to be with Jake " Nessie smiled wistfully which reminded me of the first smile she gave me when I first saw her face with this clear new vampire eyes.

Nahuel and his sisters died in their hundred millionth birthday experiencing great pain like their own venom was eating away their own body from the inside, our whole family searched for a way to prolong her life but our search was futile of course she was not immortal as she was half mortal so there is an expiration date.

the Volturi was long gone and our world now is in grave chaos other vampire coven strives for more power, the thing is humans are greatly aware of our kind seeking vengeance from their lost loved ones as technology progressed they found a way on how to exterminate us one by one even our family whom we loved was exterminated, making a suit that can match us,weapons that ends our life and taking us off guard, it was only the three of us left.

We have long given up of life specially after Nessie pass away we will not live in a world without her, maybe this is the fate of our kind, because of the many lives we took away we will have to pay for it in the end, we can't really live together in harmony as we are created as prey and predators something has to stop and I guess we are out numbered. we are not meant to exist in their reality anyway we are mere nightmares that needs to be exterminated.

I brushed her hair and brushed the tears falling from her eyes with my thumb.

with my cold skin Nessie felt warm, Nessie my baby girl, my little Nudger I tried to cry but can't no tears came up but by now I must be sobbing because my body is shaking badly

Edward was standing like a statue besides me holding my hand in a tight grip that can crunch a tree in a million pieces, I admit that it hurt but it didn't matter right now inside my chest there was an immense pain more greater than this I thought vampires doesn't have a heart but I can feel pain there inside my not beating frozen heart.

"mummy daddy" Nessie smiled then she touched both our hands with all her might wincing in pain " smile for me please,I want to remember you as happy as you can be, thank you for everything" she tried to smile widely though pain is obvious in her expression, still she smiled

I smiled at her and I heard Edward clenched his teeth and an angry snarl escaped in his teeth

I squeezed his hand and then he forced a smile then he held unto my waist as if he needed the support

Edward touched Nessie's hand and placed it carefully in his cheek smiling.

she looked at us both and whispered "I love you" pain was visible in her voice then she closed her eyes and I heard her fluttering heart slow down and then it stopped all together.

I felt Edward drop to his knees and began shaking still holding Nessie's hand

I knelt down beside him and wrapped my arms around his statue like form

I didn't say anything but I know how much he blames himself of what happened we all tried but we found nothing helpful.

I can feel the pain surging through every part of my being and now and I began to shake too Edward placed me in his lap like a small child and wrapped his arms around me

we sat there in our meadow for an immeasurable moment arms wrapped with each other not breathing like frozen statues. comforting each other for we lost a great part of us I can feel his pain I was sure that we are only a single entity feeling the same things and thinking about the same things.

we sat there like frozen statues not saying anything not breathing never minding the thirst

the pain we felt was so intense we didn't care what happened to us even if we die now

I don't know how many days it must have been but I smelled something rotten and automatically I was in motion I knew what it is, it was the rotten body of my child.

Edward got up too and started digging eyes blank and jet black. we buried her and covered her grave with all the most beautiful flowers we found.

and hand in hand we walked towards the forest where I knew there are humans haunting for our kind

Edward stiffened for a moment and looked at me he kissed me hard passionately but broke away before we got lost in each other, we have the same wavelength if this keeps up we are gonna forget everything for a moment and I can't bear any moment without this pain, it is the only reminder that Renesme was real.

we found a tree where sunlight acted like a spotlight in it's shade we lay there hand in hand as if we are about to sleep

Edward kissed my forehead held my hand tightly and sung my lullaby

I felt nostalgic, the last time he did this was when I was still human

"I won't let go of you love" he said

"me too"

" I love you" I whispered the words came deep down from the bottom of my heart filled with the love I felt for him

" I love you too" he said his words was like a mirror of mine then he squeezes my hand and we both closed our eyes as I heard the foot steps of the hunters...

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