It had been three months after the wedding and finding out about the baby that was soon on its way, Sherlock was of course right when he told us. Everybody was so pleased about the news, but not as happy as I was.

Never had I thought about having a family, especially after the rough years that happened in the past.

But finally I was happy and even Sherlock seemed pleased with the idea of being the Godfather, He took it as a shock, well really he thought it was an idiotic idea trusting him with our child when he was practically one himself. But I wanted him to be, Because I had so much gratitude and care towards him.

"You have to go John, come on for God sake lets go!"

"But Marry..."

"No you're going, come on John were leaving."

Marry dragged me to go shopping for the baby and I don't mind shopping but after four hours of it...not so much. I was getting a bit ticked off with the overly happy employees at the baby stores. They would never shut the hell up, and were so enthusiastic it gave me a headache.

"Mary don't you think we have plenty of stuff"? I ask her

"Well I wanted to stop at few more stores but I guess if you're in that much torture we can head home." she smiled at me and nodded as to if to say lets leave.

We arrived home and I immediately went to the bed and layed down, I sighed with relief that my feet were done walking for the day.

"If the baby is a boy... I'm thinking we should name him Hamish, Well because I know you just love that since it is your middle name. She tried to consume her smile but couldn't resist.

I just glared at her from across the room.

"Oh come on lighten up I was just joking." she says

"I would if you stopped saying my middle name."

"Okay I'm sorry!" she tries to muffle her laugh with her hand.

Her smile is too beautiful that I couldn't stay mad at her. I am in love with the way her eyes are always full of light that never dims. It was oe of the first thing I noticed about her.

"Well I'm exhausted Honey, So im going to sleep now. We can continue the baby names in the morning."

"Okay love, But this is not over". and once again her smile spreads across her face. "I love you." she says

"I love you too"

I was woken up suddenly in the middle of the night by Marries scream, I never heard her so terrified. I was startled when I saw that she had blood streaming down from her neck. She started to choke on her own blood. I jumped up and started to apply pressure to her wound but there was so much blood.

"Mary! Mary hold on! I grabbed the phone on the nightstand and dialed for an I was afraid it was going to be too late.

"Marry, you need to hold on okay? Who did this to you?" I say with my most calm voice that I could muster. But she couldn't speak all she could do was whale from the pain.

"The baybe John...We won't be able to have.."

"Yes we will marry! Just hold on!' Tears started to stream down my face uncontrollably and Marry started to fade away.

"Mary! Mary!" I was sobbing at that point she was gone and so was my child.