Mizuky: Wow, been a while.
Misaki: Computer was being stupid so we got a new one.
Mizuky: Took a long time because somehow the new one got a virus so we couldn't upload anything.
Misaki: During free time, we became bored and decided to write some stories. We may be a bit rusty so we decided to type up our own.
Mizuky: This story belongs to Misaki. English was not our first language just so you know.


Prologue

"I'm sorry sweetie that I couldn't come and visit you on your birthday. Are you mad?" I smiled sadly over the phone but kept my tone light and calm.

"No, why would I be? You have work after all." You visit the youngest family member on her birthday after work but you couldn't do that for me either?

"Oh. I just thought you would be angry at me. Are you sure that you aren't angry?" I should be… but I'm not. I am, however, supremely depressed though. Does that count?

"I already told you Mama, no. I have to go now, bye bye Mama." I said in a light tone. Convinced that I wasn't mad at her she said goodbye and hung up. I sat down on my bed and looked up, trying to not let the tears fall.

I'm sad.. sad that you didn't come, don't know me quit as well as you used too, that you left us behind. I really miss you. I really do. I felt something wet run down my cheek. Then more came running down one by one. Harder, I cried.

"Why did you leave so suddenly?" It was only after a week when we got back from our family vacation that you then frequently went to clubs, drinking, to the point where you felt a buzz and know that you knew you weren't supposed to drive. So you spent nights at your friend's house. I called you all the time asking when you'd come back home, you would always give me the same answer "tomorrow, I promise!"

You never came home. You have lied constantly to us. My sister and I. Yet, I still gave you my trust. Are you really my mother that I had grown so close too? You can't be, and yet you are. I know that I can be too trusting at times but really… Why? Why did you leave? Do you hate us? Or was it just me that you hated? I knew that you didn't like me as much as your other kids. My siblings.

"I guess I am not needed here, to live. I'm sorry that I broke the promise, please forgive me." I laughed hysterically with tears falling harder and harder with each passing second. Just so you know, I didn't lose my mind. I did, however, lose my ability live. Everyone has a reason to live is what they say, is being miserable and suffer silently my reason? If so, I don't want to be here anymore.

With a note in my hand I walked down the stairs and headed toward the kitchen. In there, I took a knife and slit my throat. You'll just have to forgive me, I failed before I even tried.


Misaki: Yes, it is short, I already know that. I just want to know if I should continue or not.
Mizuky: She probably would anyway.
Misaki: True... This prologue is so dramatic. Ew. Maybe I'll put some action in later chapters ;)
Mizuky: She didn't mean it like that! Get your head out of the gutter! XD