Why did everything have to be so utterly annoying?
Oh I know why because My Mother abused me for 10 years and when Charlie found out he flipped so here I am getting sent to see a Physiatrist.
I don't even know why I even agreed to do this.
"So Bells, It's only for an hour and if you do this then we can have a Family Fun Night Tonight" Charlie said excitingly
Honestly, I am not 5 anymore, I didn't say anything else because I was already annoyed enough as it was and the Car kept making a loud banging noise that threatened to give me an aneurism.
It didn't take us long to arrive at the office and when we did I saw the most silliest thing in my life, Teenagers and lots of them huddled together on the floor rocking and holding hands with each other.
No chance I am doing any of that shit.
So I took a chair next to Charlie, He eyed the floor and nodded towards that direction and me but I glared at him and he soon stopped eying things.
I took to staring at the Fish Tank.
They looked so peaceful just swimming around in their little castles and warm tank, I remember feeling like I wanted a closer look and then my legs stood up on there own accord and walked towards the tank.
"Miss Isabella Swan?"
It was those 3 words that sent warm fuzzy feelings through out my whole body, It was like I had been electrocuted and I couldn't move and I couldn't reply, But Charlie did it all for me because he gripped hold of my arm and pulled me in.
"Mr Cullen, My name is Charlie and this is Bella" Charlie said holding out his hand and the sex god named Cullen shook his hand
Fuck me.
His eyes are these green emeralds and his bronze hair is sort of all over the place.
I want him.
"Hi Charlie, Bella"
Stop talking like a sex god, His eyes lingered on me and I gulped and bounced nervously
"Shall we go in?" He asked me
"Sure" I said quickly without wanted to look like a fool
"So I'll see you real soon Bells ok?" Charlie said smiling
"Ok" I said without hugging him or saying goodbye properly
I followed him into the office and Charlie walked away.
When I was in the office I noticed 5 very important things
So many Books,
The desk with a chair either side, It still didn't help me not imagine him fucking me on it,
Pictures on his desk,
Drawings around the room,
Games in the corner,
He sat down straight away in his chair on the opposite side of the table and he read through a chart very carefully which was probably mine.
After a long while he looked up and saw me stood by the door still eying the room very suspiciously.
"Would you like to sit down Bella?" he asked me
I didn't reply, I just slowly and carefully walked over to the chair on the opposite side of the table and I sat down, His dazzling smile in reply made me weak at the knees so it was probably best I got my bum in that chair before I saw him smile.
"Do you know why you are here?" He smiled at me
He watched me playing with my fingers
"Yes" I said
I noticed how when I said that word his eyes shot up to my face and he smiled for a little bit too long
"And would you like to tell me why is that? He asked concern clearly written on his perfect face
I took a nervous deep breath and nodded my head no at him.
He smiled again clearly understanding I wasn't ready to talk about it
"So you like Fish?" He asked "I noticed you staring at the fish tank outside" He added in when he saw my confused expression
I blushed and he smiled, Oh he likes my blush!
"Well I don't like Fish, I just liked those Fish, They look so calm and happy" I said
He eyed me for a long time before he replied
"Those are my Fish from home, They used to look so miserable when I would be out at Work all day and leave them there so I brought them here hoping they would be happier" He replied
I smiled and he watched that, He seemed to like me smile to huh.
"Well you did the right thing, I wish I could just be in that colourful tank all day and be happy" …And have you come out of the office every 5 minutes to watch me mmm
"So, What is your favourite animal?" He randomly asked
"Well, a Bird" I replied without thinking
"Any type of Bird?" He asked sitting up in his chair clearly interested by this rant
I looked down and shuffled my feet
"No, Just any Bird" I said nervously
"And why is that Bella?" He asked clearly surprised by my animal talk
I took a deep breath
"I want to fly away" I said too scared to look up and see his reaction but when he didn't reply I glanced up nervously to see him watching me with a look of want on his face?
His face looked like a kid's on Christmas day who just got the present they asked for and wanted all year round
But why?
