Hey guys! I decided that the Divergent books didn't get much into what went on with Christina after Will's death, so I thought I'd show a more emotional side to her.

Dear Will,

Why? Why did it have to be you, Will? Why did you have to die? It should've been those bastards who put us under the attack simulation. It's not fair.

This doesn't feel real. Sometimes, I feel like you're still here. Maybe this is all just a bad dream and I'll wake up and you'll walk around the corner. Or that you'll just walk in the door and say, "Hey, babe, did I scare you?" with that wide smile of yours. I might bitch you out a bit, though I'm not actually mad. Just relieved that you're still alive. Then everything would be okay.

But you are dead. I don't want to admit. It makes it permanent to admit it, but you are. I saw your body, broken with a bullet in your head, so I know it's true. It would be foolish of me to keep denying it.

I have to put on a brave face for everyone and not show all of the pain I'm feeling. I guess I'm becoming more and more Dauntless and less and less Candor every day. I'm lying about my feelings to everyone which goes against everything I was taught in Candor. Not that I don't want to be Dauntless and brave. I do, but it's so hard when all I want to do is break down.

You and Tris were the only ones I could ever be my whole self around. I didn't have to hide anything because she's my best friend and you were my boyfriend. But, now, you're gone and I don't know what has happened to Tris. I don't know what to do.

What if Tris is dead too? I don't know where she is, so she could easily be. I don't know want to be alone, Will. I'm so scared.

I don't know what to do. I need you. Please let this all just be a bad dream.

Christina

This concludes Christina's first letter. Just letting you know that these won't be very long, maybe a couple hundred words max. Either way, I hope you enjoy it. Please rate and review, loves! x