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Bella POV!

It's been Twenty-seven years since I had last seen my beloved Edward Cullen or any of the others, I missed them all greatly, but Edward especially, I missed everything about him, the way he looked, smelled, the way I felt when I was with him, it ate at me daily. I still had dreams about him, the others as well, such vivid ones I never wanted to wake up at all. I wished they'd go on and on, what happiness I had in the memory of him lasted in those dreams. But, the dreams came fewer and fewer over the years since he had left me. These ones never caused the pain and hurt that I had felt when he did at first, that first year, it was the worst year of my life, Screams sounding from me awakening my father nightly, and Jacob Black the only one who was actually able to help ease it at all. Back then things were easier than now, even through the pain they were.

Sixteen years ago, I mistakenly got involved with a man who I thought truly did love me after Edward, only to find out all too late that he wasn't, and how much of a jerk he truly was in the end. A day after finding out I was carrying his child he had left me, I was three months into the pregnancy, and alone, he had taken what money we had and left me in the apartment we were sharing to fend for myself.

That's when I moved back in with my mother, until I had given birth to a baby girl, Selena Isabella Nicole Swan. She was the best thing to have happened me through this all, and remains to stay the best thing in my life to this day, when she was about three years old we moved to Forks to live closer to my father and help take care of him, even though he refused it.

He was still my father so I didn't care what he said, he was family and didn't have anyone there to help him.

Over the years I noticed the facial aspects that Selena had gotten from her father, the ice blue eyes, and the attitude, sadly though all in all she had inherited my sense of balance and sickness of blood. The things that I had prayed she wouldn't inherit from me she had, and feared she'd find herself in the same problems as me, but being in Forks I knew what she could possibly get involved with and it wasn't Vampires. I knew she was safer here.

I had carefully glanced at the small wooden clock above the sink sipping my coffee as I did, letting out a small sigh before changing my gaze to the stairs. "Selena Isabella Nicole Swan, get down here before you're late for your first day!" I yelled closing my eyes for a moment after.

A small crash sounded from upstairs before the thumping of feet against the stairs as she ran down "I'm sorry mom,I was getting everything together." She said her brown hair was neatly pulled back into a tight ponytail that sat nearly at the top of her head, flowing down onto her left shoulder.

"It's alright." I smiled and looked carefully at her expression, I knew she could tell I had been thinking hard, and hoped she didn't see the slight pain in my eyes.

"What now mom?" she asked me

"Nothing sweetheart, now go on before you're late!" I said smiling at her as she gave me a tight hug

"Ok, Bye mom." She shouted as she began to run out the door, as soon as I heard the door slam I hopped she wouldn't fall, and was relived when I heard the sound of her car's engine starting up and slowly beginning to fade as she pulled out of our drive way.

I smiled at the thought of my first day here, the day I first met him, the day I first saw that gorgeous face of Edward Cullens, and had met the others. It had been so long ago it almost seemed like a distant memory lost in the sands of time to me as I sat there, I began thinking for a while longer of that day until I finally realized I should be heading over to Charlie's to help him.

I stood walking over to grab my coat noticing my reflection in the mirror and sighing, only wishing i'd age a bit.

Sure looking young was great, only until everyone was greyed and you weren't. I shook my head throwing off any thoughts of it being that I was at all a vampire, it was absurd, the only vampire I could recall biting me was James, and that was it, at least I thought.

I laughed at my thoughts a little bit as i traced the cresent scar on my arm shaking my head a little, sliding on my jacket and heading out to my fathers, it was all silly thoughts.

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