-Shaman King - La Douleur Exquise -
Main Pairings: Yoh and Manta [Onesided].
Summary: The heart-wrenching pain of wanting the affection of someone unattainable.
YGG: Sup bby's I thought I should toture you BWAHAHAHAHA . I dont own Shaman king :D
Warning: Implied Shounen Ai [kissy, smoochy, almost bum-fun times], Drama, sadness.
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-Oneshot-
Every day I would wait outside the onsen, waiting. Just for Yoh. The endless amount of excusses I would use to get my father to release his shackels from my neck and let me be free, even if for a few hours.
Every day I would watch as he underwent different weird and cruel excersies Anna concocketed from her twisted little mind. I could feel his exhaustion, even when I was blessed with not having to do chores because Ryu had already done everything for me.
Every time Yoh got a free day we would just hang out together, the way it was before the Shaman Fight had even begun. Sometimes on those days, when Yoh was passed out on the grass of some meadow near a stream, and Amidamaru was in his little tombstone Yoh had crafted in wood work, I would always lay a small kiss on his cheek and thank him. I'd thank him for being my friend, for protecting me, and for bringing me so much happiness in the short time him and I had been acquainted.
However, there were other times. Times where I would hate Yoh. I'd hate him for being so perfect. I'd hate hime for being so kind. I'd hate him for stealing my heart with a single smile. For taking my breath away, leaving me to drown in the tears of my aching heart.
And even know as I stand behind him as his best man. As he lays a kiss upon Anna's lips. A kiss that should have been mine and mine alone. I hate him. But I love him. As I make my best man speech, as the glasses raise to toast the newly weds. I still hate him, but I still love him.
I love Yoh for being the first to accept me.
I hate Yoh for being the first to break me.
And now Years on, with their child yelling and screaming, like the teenager he is, I still can't relieve myself of these feelings. And it kills me inside.
La Douleur Exquise: The heart-branching pain of wanting the affection of someone unattainable.
That's what I felt. That's what I continue to feel. La Douleur Exquise.
-End of Chapter One-
YGG: Welp, I hoped that you shed tears cause that's what I felt when writing this shit! :c Poor Manta! D:
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