Chapter 1
The door of was shut and the blinds drawn as Misaki sat on the bed curled into a ball with his tear stained face enveloped by the darkness.
'What would Usagi and I be doing right now had we only been more careful?' was something he couldn't stop asking himself.
Neither he nor Usagi could have anticipated that his brother, Takahiro and his family would travel to Kyoto at the same time as them or that Takahiro would witness the pair hold hands and kiss. Such things only ever happened in manga.
"What if my life was just a manga?" he asked into the darkness which didn't constantly remind him that he was not living with Usagi anymore or of the empty house after Takahiro and his family left for Disneyland California. "What if we were all characters of some BL manga with fan girls drooling over the sex scenes?"
Just as the words left his mouth, Misaki wanted to bang his head against the wall for thinking about something so awkward, embarrassing and ridiculous.
'No way that could ever happen!' he thought as he shook his head violently. 'If that was true then whenever Usagi…'
"No way! No way! That would be way too embarrassing!" Misaki yelled with his hands clutching his head.
"We've been separated for a few weeks and you're already going crazy and talking to yourself? You must want me bad. And what is 'too embarrassing?'" a familiar voice asked as his bed room door opened unexpectedly
"Wha? Usagi-san?" Misaki calmed down as he whispered the name of the person his heart and body yearned so much for.
"Didn't I promise that I wouldn't give you up to anyone, not even Takahiro?" Usagi walked up, pressed his lips on Misaki's who opened his mouth on instinct and let Usagi's wild tongue in.
"How…?" Misaki asked looking up at Usagi, his eyes betraying his curiosity.
"Since Takahiro was transferred again, I had to hire a private detective to track you down, make a copy of the house key and then paid him to write Takahiro a letter stating he won some competition with three tickets to Disneyland, California and first class return airfares enclosed."
"Stupid Usagi, didn't I tell you to stop wasting your money on frivolous things and save for your retirement. You could have gotten them to go on holiday some other way that's free or at least doesn't cost that much."
"Well, I would happily spend it all if I could have an eternity with you." Usagi embraced Misaki. "So, are we leaving or not? Or would you rather we stay here a little longer?" Usagi smiled a sly smile as he glanced at Misaki's bed.
Without even five seconds of consideration, the red faced Misaki yelled "Leave" as he stormed out of the room, his heart beating so fast he was scared that Usagi might hear it.
