Behind My Dark Brown Eyes
These eyes have seen so much, they've seen pain worse than you can imagine, hunger, heartbreak and crying in the dark mine and other people's.
I met her when I was just a young kid she saved me and for that I will owe her for the rest of my life, Bianca is and always will be my hero.
I was at a party, one that I wasn't invited to go figure I'm not well liked at Degrassi and I must admit I've been less than a good guy to some people but if they knew what I've been through they might understand not that I would ever trust anyone there except for Bianca anyway or at least that's what I thought. she came out of nowhere when I was trying to just be chill and smoke.
"Are you even old enough to be smoking," she asked go figure Clare would be a goody two shoes even at a party.
"No," I said nonchalantly "I'm seventeen though so it's not like it's that big of a deal."
"Whatever you don't have to explain yourself to me I'm not a cop."
"So why did you ask?"
"I was just curious."
"Why?"
"Is it so weird that I just wanted to know something about you?"
"Yes why are you even talking to me you know your friends hate me right?"
"Yea but I was going to ask you about that actually."
"Why?"
"You're not very talkative are you?"
"Are you spying on me for Eli or something?"
"No I can't just talk to you, Fitz it's a party people mingle."
"Not with me."
"Well I want to so what's your problem with Eli and Adam anyway?"
"Nothing why don't you just go hang out with them?"
"Fitz obviously you have some big issue other than a stupid parking spot."
"It wasn't stupid it was my brother's parking spot!"
"Wait you have a brother?"
"You don't have time and your boyfriend hates me so you should probably go."
"I have plenty of time and Eli, well he doesn't need to know."
"Wouldn't you rather be partying?"
"I've never been much of a partier."
"Clare please just…"
"Just what?"
"Give up."
"Okay I get it you don't want to tell me but if you change your mind just let me know," and she walked away and I left my secrets locked behind my dark brown eyes.
