Steam rolled out of the bathroom door as I was lying on the soft bed. Loki wanted to take a shower alone after our last almost romp together. He wanted space as he was angry with himself for almost letting his Jotun form out.
Moments ago, he had been passionately kissing and sucking my throat while deeply grinding into me. He growled as I took a piece of his jet black hair and pulled and twirled it. Loki stopped attacking my throat to look at me with his mischievous green eyes. He smiled and kissed me on my lips before kissing down my body. I groaned as he squeezed my breasts while grazing my lady parts. Loki climbed back up again to kiss my throat again. I was raking my fingernails over his shoulder blades when I noticed that his body felt cooler. Before I could ask, I felt something sharp pierce my throat. I looked at him to see his slightly sharpened canines painted with my blood. A look of horror flashed on his face followed by anger. Loki immediately withdrew himself from me and brusquely walked into the bathroom. I sat up and touched the two bite marks which felt unusually cool. My finger pads were stained with my blood. He returned with a towel, a few cotton balls, rubbing alcohol, and a bandage in hand. Loki handed me the towel without a word, obviously furious with himself. I put the towel where the two teeth marks punctured my skin while he poured some alcohol onto a cotton ball.
"Is this what you expect when lying with a monster?", he asked, still furious and ashamed of himself. Before I could answer, he gently patted a moist cotton ball on my skin. I yelped from the sting. His gaze softened and his jaw relaxed as he continued to pat the ball. The cotton ball was mostly light red with two dark red circles in the middle. Loki shook his head and got another one and patted some more.
"Loki, I don't blame you for that. I know you didn't intend to hurt me."
He pursued his lips and peeled out the bandage. "This is the third time I have done this. How can I be your dearly beloved when I keep hurting you when we make love?"
I let the silence hang for a few minutes after he finished putting the bandage on. I rubbed the bandage feeling for the two holes as he walked back into the bathroom to discard the towel and bloody cotton balls.
I pursued my lips before shyly suggesting, "Maybe it's time to let 'him' out?".
Lifting an eyebrow, Loki stepped into view of the bathroom door and asked "What?"
"Your Jotun form. Maybe it's time to…"
"No. Absolutely not," walking hastily towards me to sit on the bed, "we are not doing that!"
I looked at him incredulously asking, "Do you still think I fear your Jotun form?"
Loki sighed and looked away. "No…but you should. Do you remember the last two times I did something like this to you? The bruise on your leg? The scratches under your bicep? You have to understand that…Jotuns have a mating ritual as you would say where they basically copulate until their mate is with child."
I rubbed the bruise and scratches and snorted. "Well, that doesn't sound so bad."
He turned around and he almost smiled because of my snort. "It may sound rather enticing… however Jotuns are not gentle lovers. They, well…we can be very controlling and dominating when aroused. Not to mention the potential risk of my inherent form giving you frost bite."
I smiled and scooted next to him rubbing my leg against one of his trying to get him back in the mood. "Well…maybe that is something I really want."
He looked at me and I gave him a wink. Loki sighed and shook his head. "I cannot risk you getting hurt because of me. Jotuns are monsters." He got up and walked towards the bathroom.
"Is it because you don't think I can handle it or is it because you don't trust yourself?"
He paused and held his head down a little and said, "Both…I'm taking a shower." With that, he closed the door.
So I was still lying on the bed while Loki was in the shower sulking. I love him so much but I absolutely despise how his upbringing has made him reject his true heritage. When he showed me what he was a few months ago, I told him that it didn't scare me and that I still love him. He was so ecstatic to know that I had accepted him that day but he still doesn't accept himself. I knew that I needed to rouse him in order to get him to accept himself. I peeled the bandage off and folded it to put in the trash. Besides, he would probably bite me in that same area again.
I got up and curled my toes before quietly opening the bathroom door. The bathroom was very steamy and smells like mint white tea and eucalyptus leaf. I put my bandage in the trash can and looked at the door. Through the shower door, I saw Loki rinsing off what appeared to be his body wash. I pursued my lips before opening the shower door and joining him.
"I thought I should join you", trying to lighten the mood.
He looked back at me then continued to sulk under the shower head.
I huffed a little and approached him, "Loki…please understand that I want to be with you…ALL of you. Not just the Aesir you. I want to bond with you sexually…spiritually. I know that you may not trust yourself to control yourself…but I do. I really do and I love you so much. Can I…can I at least see your Jotun form again?"
Loki lifted his head a bit before turning around to face me. He sadly looked at me before closing his eyes. I watched as blue flooded his pale Aesir skin and his ridges and runes appeared on his body. The shower felt colder as there was a drop in temperature and there was more steam coming off of Loki.
He slowly opened his eyes to reveal blood red orbs staring back at me. He still had his jet black hair although he did get a little taller as I had to stretch up a bit to look at him. I walked towards him and ran my fingers from his forehead down his face lingering on his lips. Although his eyes were a different color, I could still see the insanely intelligent, witty, and mischievous Loki I had fallen in love with. I patted his shoulder and he bent his knees so that we were face to face. I grabbed his head and softly kissed the semi-circle rune that was on his forehead.
He looked up and I asked, "Can we at least start here?"
Loki chuckled and smiled. His slightly sharpened canines glistened. "I suppose we can." He stood up and leaned down to kiss me softly on my lips.
It felt like kissing ice cubes. I had to adjust to his taller height as I still had to stretch up to kiss him back when he stood back up. Almost as if he was reading my mind, he smiled against my lips and wrapped one long blue arm around my torso to prop me against the wall. Loki shifted me some inches off the ground and he closed the space between us before kissing me once more. I wrapped my legs around his calves while his cool tongue entered my mouth. He firmly placed one hand on the moist shower wall while the other moved down to squeeze my breast. I twirled and tugged a piece of damp hair with one hand while running my fingers on his shoulder blades with the other. Loki proceeded to assault my throat with his tongue and lips. I could feel a pressure build in my lower abdomen as he continued to roughly squeeze my breasts. I could feel his teeth graze my throat as his cool lips were sucking. I could feel his member on my inner thigh, fully aroused. I felt Loki move away from the place he had bitten before.
"It's okay, Loki. I know you need to do this."
He paused and looked at me. After a few moments passed, he tenderly kissed where my throat and shoulder meet and nuzzled it before his teeth found the two holes again. His breathing became harder and louder as he pressed his cool body against mine even closer. I could feel the skin around where his teeth are get significantly colder. I could tell whatever was happening with Loki was intensifying as his hips were softly thrusting towards my stomach. Any other time, I would have appreciated him trying to control himself but I really needed him to fuck me.
I felt him smile against my skin and heard "As you wish."
Before I could ask if I misheard him, he easily lifted one of my legs and entered me. I curled my toes a bit as his member is a bit bigger than it is when he is in his Aesir form.
"Forgive me, my love. You shall adjust within moments. And yes, it appears we are psychically linked."
He thrusted very slowly, giving me time to adjust. While doing so, he rubbed my shoulders and ran his hands down my body, giving my ass a hard squeeze. That made me forget the pain for a moment as I moved my legs just above his butt. After the pain subsided, I decided to one up by reaching my hand to tickle his scrotum. It worked much better that I expected as Loki growled against my skin while shoving himself deeper, falling into a deep but increasingly fast rhythm. I felt his body get even colder as he placed one of his hands back on the shower wall once more. His teeth were still in my skin although the area on my throat did not feel as cold as before. His pace became faster and faster, driven by a need to mark me. I felt his teeth come out of my skin and felt his cool tongue lick the holes before gazing at me. Loki's blood red pupils were like saucers and he began to grunt as his thrusts became more erratic. Taking his hand off the wall momentarily, he grabbed my hips in order to shift himself inside me. My body jolted when he found the spot. I began seeing stars as he mercilessly pounded into that spot. I felt an intense pressure build as Loki squeezed his eyes shut, grunting. A pressure was building in him too as his thrusts became uncontrollable.
"Dearest…I love you."
I focused my eyes on his as the pressure was building in both of us. "I love you too."
Loki reached down and rubbed my clit. My muscles shook as my vision was blurred with stars. He came a moment after me as I felt his cool seed spill inside. His thrusts weakened and slowed as both of our breaths slowed down. He let down me gently. We were both heaving and leaned into each other under the shower stream. Despite still being in his Jotun form, he did not feel as cold to me as before. Before I could ask, Loki took my face in both hands and tenderly kissed me. It was the sweetest kiss I had ever received from him.
As I kissed him back, I asked in my head, "Now, was that so bad?"
"No, it wasn't." Loki let go of my face and his red eyes darkened mischievously. "And we are not through yet."
