Hung Up On You by blackdragonflower

Summary: What Scherize feels as she gives up her life, to save the one she loves. One-sided ScherizexRyuho [spoiler

Characters belong to s-CRY-ed

A/N: Scherize's POV

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Ryuho Tairan... I wish, you could understand just how much I love you... I guess I will just have to cut myself from you. I'm so hung up on you Ryuho, I can't live withoutout you. I hope you are happy with her... Mimori... I think it's awfully selfish what I'm about to do. Your lips look so soft. "Eternal Devote." Just a kiss, nothing more...

Life flashes before my eyes, the day we first met. You saved me from hell Ryuho, from death, so the least I can do now is return the favor. You were that knight in shining armor when you found me, huddled up in that damp dark place. You gave me another life. I was right. Your lips are gentle, it's too bad you aren't alive to share this with me. I wish I could have given you a virgin kiss, my first kiss, but that was stolen from me a long time ago. My altar places a hand on my shoulder and I feel myself slipping away. I can't say I'm not panicking a litle, I don't know what lies beyond death. No, I have to do this, I have to do this to give you another chance.

Tears stream down my face, hot, numbing me. The hand on my shoulder squeezes gently. As I'm pulled away I breath my last into him opening my eyes so I can see him before I dissapear. I look quickly at my hands, my body, its dissapearing into a sparkling matter of some sort. Ryuho's beautiful deep green hair is in his eyes, I wish I could wipe it away. I wish I could see those smoldering red eyes again. The eyes that made my heart skip and the breath stop in my throat. I blink and my clothes drop to the floor leaving me in bareness, what little of me is left. I'm not breathing now.

My alter wraps her arms around what is left. "Scherize... it's over... He's alive."

I smile brightly, though now I'm sure I'm dead. Just a spirit waiting behind, just staying behind a little longer. His eyes flutter open. I still melt. I can leave now peacefully, my sacrifice is over.