I can see them. They are all around me, stalking me. I try to run, but the shadows won't leave.
They keep coming closer, they try to consume. I try to keep the memories out, but they won't leave.
My past haunts me day and night, awake and asleep. I want the dreams to go away, but they won't leave.
Some say I need to accept my past. Some say I need to accept the dreams, the memories. I try to ignore them but they won't leave.
They shadows, they constantly attack me, show me my pains. They past, it hurts, I don't want to think about it.
I keep seeing the, I keeping seeing the memories that haunt me. Why do they keep reappearing, why don't they leave?
His memory haunts me, my memories of him haunt me. Thinking about him makes me sick. I hate how I can't make the memories leave.
I can see him, I can remember him. He haunts my nightmares, my life.
He's done nothing but hurt me, he's made me a shadow of my former self. He changed me and sometimes I want to be who I was before. My old self haunts me, torments me. It's telling me to become who I was, but I can't.
I have become what I've feared the most, I've become like him. I've long since grown away from that, but I can't forget what I had become, what he had made me.
My dreams are plagued by the past, they are filled with my fears. I can't tell anyone, they won't understand me. I wish the dreams would disappear, but I know they won't
Everyday, my memories flash before me, they remind me of what I've become, what I used to be. I'm afraid that I will steer off my path again and become a monster like he was, like I used to be.
The dreams, they become more vivid. The shadows, they become hungrier. The memories, they become more frequent.
I want to get away from them, I want them to leave me alone. I know in my heart that this will never happen, I know I can't get away from them. My past will always be there to haunt me, to remind me.
I've tried so hard to forget, to move along with my life and never look back. The harder I try, the more I remember.
I strive for the light that I know I have in my heart. I search for the light that has always been there, even when I lost myself to the darkness, the shadows.
I see them, I see the shadows coming closer. I see my memories in flow in them. I see the dreams replay in my head. I see the shadows of my past, but I also see the light of my future.
