Gaara looked up at the sky and frowned. "Stars," he said lifting his hand up to touch them. "I want to feel." his fingers one by one: pinkie,ring,middle,index and finally thumb clenched into a fist. His chest ached and he could feel his stomach churning. "I want a heart," he said looking at the moon. "I want to be loved by-" his voice trailed off into silence as he looked over the miles of sand in front of him. "Someone." Gaara turned and walked into his home, shifting up the stairs and into his room, completely ignoring Temari and Kankuro's frightened glances. he opened his door and turned the light off, plopping onto his bed stiffly.

"Beeeddd," he moaned quietly, scrunching into the covers. Gaara closed his eyes.

What are you doing in bed? you can not sleep.

Fuck you.I knowI cant and Im not sleeping.

M-row! aren't we feisty tonight...hm whats on your mind brat?

Shikaku, I'm resting my eyes

Aw! is the little monster sleepy?I tell you what...you KILL for me andI will let you rest..

Idon't feel like it. Gaara looked at his ceiling with sea foam colored eyes. "Why do you tease me so?" he said, smirking and grabbing his gourd and silently retreating out his window.

"Konoha... " Shikaku whispered in his ear,smirking.

Gaara closed his eyes and ran as quickly as he could towards the gates of the sand village. Almost instantly he was running up the protective walls of the village, and was on the other side heading towards Konoha.


A girl around gaara's age was leaning against a tree outside the gates of Konoha. her eyes were closed and she was whimpering softly in her sleep.

Gaara looked down at her and smirked.

"Good enough for you Shikoku?" he said to his inner demon chuckling.

"She will have to do," Shikoku said angrily, he has waited three days for his next kill and was craving blood badly. "Kill her now."

Gaara leaned in closer, his sand the shape of a dagger, it slowly creeped towards her neck. He looked at her soft face and almost thought about not killing her, but shikaku forced his sand to her neck. "Don't ever!EVER! try to defy me." Shikaku raged.

Gaara growled and looked down at the bleeding girl, her eyes had shot open as his sand cut her throat. Blood was rushing from her mouth and Gaara leaned down kissing her and licking the blood off his lips. She was still alive, barely, and gurgled in horror as he leaned down again. He smirked, his eyes turning a dark golden colour.

Gaara dragged the young woman deep into the forest and set her aflame, watching the light dance of her dead carcass.

"why are you thinking about her?" said Shikoku with a hint of laughter in his voice.

leave me alone..

"I cant..remember..not until you die."

fuck you.

"Only in your dreams...oh wait! you DON'T SLEEP!? " Shikaku whispered as Gaara incased her body in earth.

Gaara rolled his eyes and walked to The Gates of Konoha. Surprisingly enough they were open as if to welcome him in. "Look they were expecting you.How sweet?!" he ignored Shikoku and walked on silently to the middle of konoha and sat, waiting in a tree.

"I want more blood Gaara!" Shikoku whispered harshly,lustfully.

"Wait a while more and you will get it."said Gaara, leaning against the strong tree branch.


A girl with platinum blond hair slammed the steel door to the house loudly, steaming off away from the apartment. "stupid!stupid!" she yelled as she stomped down an alley way. She was obviously very flustered and Gaara sat there staring at her as she walked by.A smirk passed over hislips as she sat down on a near by bench, crying. He leaned forward to get a better look at the silloutte of the girl on the bench. He took off his gourd and slowly shifted towards her and sat next to her, all she could see was a shadow of his figure and his deep, sea foam stare.

"Why are you crying?" he said, aiming at compassion with his voice.she looked up at him with tear filled eyes and blinked furiously.

"My stupid boyfriend," she said, rolling her eyes. Gaara leaned towards her menacingly, but she was so clueless. He scooted towards her and placed a hand on hers and squeezed it.

"Why dont you tell me about it?" he said, again with the concern. "Work it babyyyy!" he heard shikoku laugh. She looked at him kindly and whispered

"I wish more men were like you are," she lifted her head and smiled broadly. "but then again you dont meet someone like this everyday so.." she trailed off and squeezed his hand. he wanted to scream at her in anger "NO YOU DO NOT!" but kept his mouth closed. "My boyfriend and I were on the couch and," she stopped and blushed looking away from him. "We were getting..intimate," she trailed off because her voice started to crack. "a-and h-he kept t-trying to undress m-me," she started to cry and leaned into gaara's cold embrace.A wave of shock going over his face.

cool it slick or she will get away!!

Gaara wrapped his arms around her comfortingly,"You don't have to continue." He squeezed her reassuringly. She looked up at him with tear soaked eyes, her mascara running down her face.

"No, noI want to tell you," She embraced him and held on tight as she continued. "H-he pinned me down and started to...t-touch me everywhere!" She screamed, but it was muffled by gaara's shirt as he held on tighter, not even thinking about what he was doing.

"Shhh.." he whispered as he pulled her closer. "Don't cry anymore." he smiled, so fake, but she fell for it. "I am here." He said reassuringly.

God your good, you almost have me fooled...ALMOST.

The girl looked up at him with a sweet smile. " My name is Ino Yamanaka," she smiled sheepishly and leaned her head against his chest. "What is yours?" He looked down at her.

"ShouldI lie shikoku?"

"No, she wont live long enough to realize who you are! andI doubt she has heard of you."

"My name is Gaara." He winced and waited for her to scream, but she didn't. She didn't remember him from the chunin exams. "What a nice name you have, Ino." Shikoku laughed inside almost letting it show on the outside. PIG?! muahahhahahahha! "Very...original." He said emotionlessly.

She laughed quietly"I know," she held him tighter. "It is a stupid and ugly name!" She started to bawl again and shikaku sighed exasperatedly.

"Now hush that nonsense!" gaara said pretending to smile. "Your name is beautiful !" He stood up and held out his hand. She took it and walked around the village with him for a long time, but soon turned to him.

"Would you like to come home with me?" she said her eyes full of hope. he felt a pang in his chest.

"Do i have to kill her?" gaara thought wincing as shikoku yelled

"What do you think?BAKA!"

"Not now," gaara said, pleading. "let me get to know this one!"

"GAH! you ask so much of a demon dont you! well... fine!" shikaku quickly became quiet.

"Yes," he said squeezing her hand. "I would like that." They walked silently to her house and he watched her fumble for her keys in the dark.

"HERE THEY ARE!" She said, walking up the dark steps. Gaara frowned and walked up to her door and walked in. Ino shut the door behind him slowly.

"Here we are," she said smiling as she turned on the lights. "home sweet ho-" She stopped as she turned around and saw him, standing in her entry way. Ino walked towards him and got close looking up at him. "You look familiar!" she said smiling. "Well hmmI dont know!" she slapped her forehead and Gaara sweatdropped when she walked past him. She sat on the couch and patted it, indicating she wanted him to sit down. He glowered at her while she wasn't looking and sat down reluctantly. "Would you like a drink?" She said as she went into the kitchen. "Tea or milk?" She said opening the fridgerator.

"Tea,"He said, starting to stand.

"No no sit down," she waved her arms frantically. "I will get it!" He looked at her awkwardly and then shifted his gaze to a picture on her side table.

"Who is this?" He said, taking the picture from its perch. She looked back and frowned.

''Oh that is my boyfriend...Kiba." she looked hurt. "Well actually my EX as of tonight." She laughed hysterically and spilt the tea. Gaara stood and wrapped his arms around the shaking girl,soothing her. "Your so kind to me." she said looking over her shoulder.

"So kind, but with cruel intensions" thought gaara.He leaned in and kissed her shoulder. Her eyes closed as she turned around,wrapping her arms around his neck.

bed her! do it! do it for me and you..both of us!

shut your trap shikaku!

wellI mean come on!! I haven'tbedded a woman incenturies!

Ijust met her..just wait.

Gaara! she isn't waiting! so you shouldn't either!

Gaara ignored Shikaku's demands of fornication and continued kissing Ino. His tongue pushing passed her lips lustfully as he explored the deepest part of her mouth with his tongue, his body was stiff but he soon relaxed and just held her up against the fridgerator, kissing her passionately..eagerly.


Ino guided him to her room and pulled him onto the bed, with Gaara ontop of her. "I thought he tried to hurt you like this.." Gaara said pulling back. Ino blushed and scooted away from him. "Im sorry I was just so caught up.." She said turning away from him. "You dont even know who I am." He said angrily. She looked at him and frowned.

"Then why dont you tell me?" He looked at her and softly,quietly began the story of his life...

"It all started whenI was born," he paused and looked at his hands. "My mother died giving birth to me and.."

Gaara went on and on about his past as ino just sat there in awe.

She looked at him with big eyes. "So you have a demon inside you named Shikaku and he craves blood.." She trailed off holding her neck.

He looked at her with disappointment.."Sooo.. you hate me right." He looked away his eyes closing tightly as helistened toshikaku chuckling.

"NO I DONT! YOU CANT HELP IT!" She shouted.

Gaara looked up at her and smiled and told her the rest of his story.


After a long explanation of both of their lives they sat on the bed quietly, looking at each other awkwardly. "Well I guess I should leave, huh?" gaara said looking out her window. she hesitated then reached out and grabbed his arm.

"Please dont leave me here when...Kiba.." she paused and then tears welled up in her eye and her lip twitched slightly.

"I will watch over you," he said climbing out the window. "My friend."

She smiled at him and watched him climb out and start down the fire escapethen shouted, "GAARA!" She looked back she kissed him.

He blushed..What is this strange tingling feeling?


so friends tell me what you think.I hope it wasn't to disapointing! PLEASE REVIEW FOR ME!I love them...they are my fuel and life source!

if you like it tell me. i will be posting the second chapter for this too...im sorry i rushed their meeting..but i will make it up to you with a humungous chappie ok? and it will have HUMOR!! ooh ahhh! did i just say humor..in a gaara story!? oh geez what am i doing? lol MUAHAHAHAAHAHAHAAAAA!

oh by the way.

sorry they area little out of character.Iwill fix this in the next chappie!

DISCALIMER!! i dont own NARUTO!! nope nope! but i wish i owned sexyyyyyy gaara!! snuggles stuffed gaara and kisses it! anyways.

if i did i would draw me and put me in there with gaara...lol.

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