Brittany pov
Hi my name is Brittany S. Pierce, and I am in love with my best friend Santana Lopez and I have been for awhile. I know for a fact that Santana has some feelings for me too. She is just to afraid to show them . I have had these feelings for her ever since the ninth grade. I think they have just recently grown stronger. See the thing is I am bi, I've always have been I just never told anyone simply because I thought it was just a faze that everyone goes through. You see I have always had feelings for girls since I was about twelve but always ignored them. I also have feelings towards guys but my attracting to girls was always stronger.
I first noticed my feelings toward Santana ninth grade year when everyone was sexually active and I was not . I mean neither was Santana but we wanted to make sure we where prepaid for whatever high school threw our way. So one day in October when Santana and I where doing Spanish homework, well more like she was doing the homework. I was trying to get her to take a break and get a snack with me I have been for the last thirty minutes. She finally gave up on trying to finish her homework and we went downstairs and made a couple of sandwiches. We then went to go eat them in my bedroom. After we finished the snacks I noticed Santana staring at the wall dazed. I got here attention and asked "Santana what's up with you" she says "nothing but I can tell something is wrong with her but I let it go.
It pretty late so I tell Santana that she can spend the night . We end up watching a couple of movies on my laptop. I let Santana pick them and we ended up watching. The interview, Grave encounters and The Underworld. By this point we are exhausted and I turn off my laptop then the light and lay down in the bed alongside Santana. Just as I'm about to go to sleep she say "Hey Britt" "Huh" I answer. "I've been thinking, and I think we should practice on each other" I sit up and turn on the lamp "What do you mean by practice?" I ask her. "Well I um... I have been thinking and ...I I... I feel that if we want to be reaffirm boys we should practice kissing and things with each other..." She stops and looks at me but I stay quiet processing what she just said. "I I mean only if you want to... You know what forget I said anything goodnight Britt" with that she lays down but I tap her shoulder until she looks at me. "Santana would you really be wiling to do that, to practice with me?" She looks at me and say "Of course I will B your my bestfriend I'll do anything for you."
We went to sleep after that well Santana did I stayed up thinking about our new arrangment
