A/n: It's been a while kittens. How have you been? Good I hope -grin-
Well as i sat in my cozy little chair, eating my cozy little caramel ice cream and suffering with my cozy..
erm horrid drippy nosed cold,I was viciously attacked by my muse. He insisted that i write something.. So i did.
Enjoy. Flame, Don't Flame. Cyber words don't hurt me. The internet is a dark vile place. It's the birthplace of stupidity.
And I ALWAYS wear gloves. Why? Because. Stupidity is contagious. '.~

Regular legalities. The only place i own Draco Malfoy is in my fantasies. In which there are many.
and i own no HP Characters.I like Ginny Weasley though. She's a little red head like me.
Sue me. I don't bloody care. The most you'll get is have a bottle of Dr. Pepper, A bunch of mushy tissue
and some hot pink vinyl.Don't even THINK about touching my JtHM t-shirt. I'll kill for Johnny.





A Momentary Lapse in Life
By Lenore.
Yeah. Me. Ya know... That evil dead girl. No the other one. Yeah.



I always enjoyed sitting in the back of the class. Not just because everyone expects the malicious Draco Malfoy
to sit in the back and plot fiendish plots and ooze sex appeal. [not that anything oozing is sexy....] I enjoy watching
the people. It's amazing what people do when they think no one is looking. What's even greater than a back seat is the back
seat nearest the window. Because then you can watch other more interesting people. Every single day. Every single bloody
damned day. I sit here and I watch her.

This has gone on for about 3 years now. I, in my seventh year. And her, in her sixth. I don't know why i watched her.
I think it was to figure out my feelings, if any, i have for her. Bullshit. I know i have feelings for her. But should i even
bother? Really? Everyone expects me to have a reason for being an asshole.No.I wasn't mistreated as a child. I wasn't cursed
by voldemort. I wasn't sexually molested by my father nor my mother. I'm just an asshole. A plain simple asshole. But if you
asked me outside of my head... I would deny it.

I always wondered what she and i would look like as a couple. As overly romantic and fluffy as it sounds
...I even sometimes wonder how she would look on 'our' wedding day. Wipe that look off your horrid little face! I'm not
insane. I'm a man damnit. I have flaws. I get pimples and I blow my nose. I put my trousers on one leg at a time just like
the lot of you. Except i might be a bit more careful because these are expensive trousers.... I even have been known to
engage in self pleasure.... Oh Sod off! It's not like I'm the ONLY one. Everyone is guilty of it once in a while. Anyways...
where was i? Ah yes...She's beautiful. Not like goddess beautiful but beautiful because she's unique. She doesn't fawn all
over me. She's her own person. she's got meat on her. She looks snuggly... erm.. I didn't say that. And i bet she'd look
mighty tasty in thigh high stockings and a girl's school uniform.
[At that moment Draco sputtered aloud in class and coughed to cover his slight embarassment.]

Would you like to hear my story? The story of how I fell in love with her? Alright then.. here it goes....
(A/n from here on in... it's in regular story mode... not in Draco's mind weirdness...)

Draco had fallen asleep in the back of the class. The sun was warm and soothing as it beat in through the dusty, musty old
windows. The breeze smelled slightly of apple and cherry blossoms. The spring breeze didn't have it's usual snap of cold.
The flesh on his arm tingled slightly as he felt a velvet soft touch.


"Huh?..Wha?" His eyes were still slightly blurry and his hair mussed a bit as he looked up at the source of the touch.
It was a woman with long billowing fire coloured hair and the most brilliant green eyes he'd ever seen.
He yawned "Mmm Virginia..." He opened his eyes wide when he heard laughing. "Excuse me but 'Draco' you should go...
you're late for your next class" Ginny "Virginia" Weasley has whispered in his ear with a slightly bitter tone.
He swiftly stood and took his belongings up into his arm "Oy. Thanks Little Red... I'm gonna borrow this too"
He smiled as he took her hair scrunchie from her hair and tied back his own silvery white, mid back length hair. It was
bothersome but beautiful. "Malfoy! I need that!" She huffed as her waist length red hair fell around her in grand waves
of reds and oranges. After that the day just seemed to fly by for Draco. He returned late to his common room after spending
the afterschool hours with Crabbe and Goyle. Crabbe had been in need of a new quills and Goyle had a vivid thirst for
butterbeer. And since Draco was their friend... he joined them. They may not be the most attractive or intelligent of people,
But they were 'his' friends.


As he and his "evil minions", as Ron Weasley had taken to calling them ,walked through Hogsmeade, Draco had noticed
Ginny Weasley and Oliver Wood. Sitting together. Drinking their drinks. Laughing. Flirting. Draco's heart dropped as he
stopped dead in his tracks. He watched as the two of them stood and Oliver paid their bill and placed an arm around Ginny and
guided her back towards Hogwarts. "Draco? Are you alright? You look as though someone just killed your puppy"
Goyle said waving a hand in front of Draco's entirely heart-broken,dead puppy,melting popsicle sort of face.
"I...I'm fine... Just swallowed some bad air... or something." He murmured and forced a little cough as he walked on back to
Hogwarts.


Ginny Weasley was sitting on a stone slope handrail of a large flight of stairs. Crabbe and Goyle had wandered back to the
Slytherin Common Room and Oliver Wood was no where to be seen. Ginny had a set of muggle "head phones" her father had given
her,And a cd that a muggle friend from america had sent her, By a fellow named Gackt. There was a song on the cd she adore
more than any other. A song called Seki Ray. The melody made her think of Draco Malfoy's eyes and how there was a life
completely separate from all other life in the universe inside those eyes. She never said she liked him... But she sure
did fancy his eyes.

Draco had watched her sitting silently for a moment then climbed upon a large cliffish rock that looked out onto the lake.
He watched the waves shiver back and forth from both sides of the shore. He never noticed Ginny Weasley's eyes completely
entraced by the way the wind blew his hair and flowing black robes. If he weren't so cruel... he'd be such a beautiful angel.
She thought to herself as he took off his robes and slung them over his forearm. This was the first time he had worn both a
white suitshirt and white trousers. Ginny stood up on the large stone slope and stared at him. She was wearing all white as
well. Her sundress was a soft cotton white. It came mid calf and was full and liked to flow alot too. Draco noticed her
standing. They stood there. Staring at one another. Although only a minute past.. To them it seemed much ...much longer.
He climbed down off the rock and ran. Ran as hard and as fast as he could until he stood on the same slope she stood.
Her feet were bare and the wind whipped around them both softly. "Draco... Why are you looking at me like that?" Ginny asked
quietly. "Ginny..." Draco managed to whisper out before a fairly annoyed Ronald Weasley came growling by and scooped his
sister up and carried her off over his shoulder. "Ginny don't talk to that big pansy prat!" Draco smiled at her as she
looked throughly annoyed. In all Ron's gittishness he forgot to grab Ginny's music thing and her shoes.
"Guess i'll hold on to these" Draco smiled as he held her belongings to his body. "Draco Malfoy...What exactly in the name
of Merlin are you doing??!" a large booming voice came from behind him. Draco's face twisted in surprise and fear.




To be continued. But i'm sure you knew that. Ya know.. i kind of hope no one reads this story.
at least then when i don't get any reviews i won't have to worry about hurrying a new chapter.^__~
Well ...See you all around. Oyasumi Nasai!

Seki Ray is a song by Gackt. It's so beautiful and haunting... so you can imagine what i thought when i found out the song
is about the little bird that could! x___x