Aoba… I've always watched you… but then I've always been a part of you. Even after i grew into a different person, I was you. I know everything about you, all your likes, dislikes, the people you love, your friends.. So why… Do you…
…
Aoba i'be always, always, looked after you and yet I-
I shouldn't exist
I'm useless
I'm no good to Aoba
I am disgusting
I should just dissapear
I
Love
Aoba
Tearing. That's the only sound i hear in this empty space. Before there was pained sounds, crying and someone saying something I can't quite remember. How long have I been here? I'm so hungry, it's so hot.
Ripping. Thrust. It's so quiet, I only see black. I look down and I see a red mass of something that was probably a person once. I don't know who this is. There's nothing that could identify them. I don't care. At least I can eat some more.
Tear. Bone.
This tastes too good. I can't stop eating. I've reached the bone now and the hard feeling feels nice in my teeth, but i soon break it. The sound pierces my ears and I feel a little sad. Why? Doesn't matter. I continue to eat.
It's been quite some time. All that's left is a puddle of blood and his organs. I figured it was a he because he lacked the female fat of breasts. I lick some of the blood to get rid of my thirst and then proceed to eat his organs.
Liver. Tasty and raw.
Brain. It doesn't taste good.
Stomach. I pass that.
Lungs. They were full of water.
Bladder. Gross.
Heart.
Heart…
Ah, i see.
I put said organ on my hands, bring it to my face and nuzzle it.
That's person was very important to me. And this is what I wanted right? I bring it to my face and lovingly chew on it. It tasted the best, after two minutes it is gone completely.
No.
This isn't what I wanted.
What I wanted was-
I tremble.
Aoba. I hug my stomach which now contained his heart. I can feel tears running down. At the side in my field of vision I see him. Desire. He's cowering and I think he's crying too.
To the both of you:
…I'm so sorry.
Goodbye.
