I was laying in my room minding my own businness, then I hear the loud music from the next room, it was as always for the past few weeks...my little sister Ruin, sometimes I wonder if I influenced her into doing that, I was the one who normally did that, but ever since she started, why bother if she does it for me? That way I won't have to ask for money to buy any album cause she'll do it for me, plus I can lisen it since she's just next to my room, maybe I'll let her turn it up a bit louder since I'm babysitting her at the moment, well I won't call it babysitting, since I'm in 9th grade and she's only 1 year younger.

"you done yet Alex? Why do you even want to write that story? I mean, who would want to read your life story?" it was a tall black hair man who looked to be in his early 20's and was about 6 ft 3 or 2, he was well built and was wearing black Shorts and a red hawaiian looking shirt, he had blue- greenish eyes that glinted with life ask that stupid question and, either we can call him Mr man with black hair who looked blah blah blah or we can call him Omi, eighter way he's my friend only, you can have him whomever wants him...heh.

Anyways, he was beginning to be a pain, can't he stop bugging me? I mean can't he just agree with me for once instead of having a whole debate about stuff before doing it? Why is he so into knowing every single 'why' of things before doing them?

"Why god damn it?" I said dropping my arms in surrender and moving towards a chair.

"um...cause, I'm weird as I said, I understand that why you just said, aren't I weird because of that?" he said smiling sheeply

"no, you know what that why meant cause we've been argueing about that for the past few months, now why can't you just agree with me today and be a nice little boy?" I said with an air of surrender and fag.

"because one I am no little boy, two, because I'm like that and you know it, and there's no other way you would want me" he said firmly making me sit up a bit straight and send shivers up my spine.

"baka" I said looking away out the window,

It had been 5 years since I left Bakuten, I was in 9th grade, I left with no reason, no telling, no nothing, I just left, I still don't know why I left I just knew that what's done is done.

"5 years today" he said looking out the window aswell I turned to him as the breeze came in, I was already turned off, I didn't need to see his god like look, that only maked me sick, and it wasn't his good looks, it was me thinking about him that way that made me sick.

"yeah, 3 things, my stay in old Axel, our friendship and the day I ran away, and it all comes back to Bakuten doesn't it?" I said turning to the window again I couldn't belive I was coming back, after 5 long years of travel adventure and learning languages and cultures, I'm coming back, it was weird to be back in town, my sister, my friends, my Brian... After so long, I still miss him, he was my friend, one of the few I considered real friends, he would always take care of me, just like he took care of his baby cousin Amber, he would walk me to my house and to the school, he would help me out in homework and do my chores at times, when I was home alone he would come and keep me company, and 3 days after I found out he was in love with me I left, I have no idea what I will say to him I just hope he doesn't hate me for what I did...

"you remember when you met the captain?" he asked turning to me but I just glanzed at the coner of my eye and nodded.

"how can I forget that? It was also the most painful day in my life!" I said turning to him and trying not to laugh

"It hurt me more then it hurt you" he said sarcasticly

"I know, I had to take care of you for 5 years after that!" I said exploting with laughter afterwards, he tackled me and pinned me to the ground, I push away and sat in the chair again, I turned to the window again, it was a beautiful day, the sea gulls, my eternal friends where soaring I the sky I could hear the dolphins squirm and the air hitting the sail, the clouds where whiter then usual and the sun was as always shining and hot as ever.

"you remember the day we met aswell Omi?" I said, and I remembered, I went back 5 years ago

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"ei, me lady, wha ye doing up there?" said a man with white beard, light white skin, white shirt with a white jacket over and white pants and white every thing he was very tall, and had blue eyes, oh my god, I'm dead, I though I was gonna get greeted by a man in red, maybe they had a mix up, what a shame for the poor little nice nice bastard that got mixed up with me.

"you alright lasie? Oh do ya need some help?" help for what? I'm dead wee! The world is safe from evil, maybe I'm crazy but I think I just lost it, how can I be dead and hear myself? Aren't dead people supposed to talk thinking? Or something like that? Well suppity duppity do, I'm alive, my ass hurts so it means I live! Aw the shame...

"yeah yeah, I'm fine what's it to you?" I said leaning forward, as I leant over I saw myself a bit too high up, I was in a tree? Oh yeah...I was running away from home and I heard some sirens so I decided to hide in a tree, eventually I fell asleep, heh, what a small world ain't it? Well NO it isn't it's to big, I don't like big stuff, except pizza, I like those h-u-g- e pizzas I eat them all by myself when I'm alone, which is almost never since Brian is always by my side, and to think I never noticed he was in love with me, they even placed bets to see when I'll eventually find out, it was a conspiracy against me, Brian was a part of it, oh me oh my I need to hide.

"watch it there lasie you could fall" when I turned back to reality I realised he was right, oh fuck I hate this! I grabbed the trunk that was beside me and grabbed it as hard as I could, then I heard something...a small chuckle, I smelled cologne, and the trunk was a bit smaller then I remembered, I opened me eyes and saw blue, a blue shirt, and black shorts, I jumped back and almost fell but maaged to get my coposture right.

"hey get back here, we where conecting" it was a male, about 18-20 years, he had black hair, and slightly tanned skin, he was fairly tall about 6ft 3- 5, well built and beautiful blue-greenish eyes which held my own deep black eyes captive.

"who the hell are you people? Get away!" I cried in surrender, I was beginning to feel like I was surrounded by a crowd of unknown people, in about 30mins max everyone who was looking for me would find me here, the word travels fast in a small town, I need to get out of here fast...

"I'm captain Alberto at your service, and that young boy there is me son Jacob Omir" he said smiling at me, wait did he say captain? I need to get out of here, I don't care how, god, this is a long shot...but my only chance.

"did you say captain? I'm wondering...may I travel with you?" I was desperate! I need to get out of here before they find where the hell I am

"sure" Omi answered with indiference and grabbed me y the hips "but we're leaving now, so hurry" he tossed me over his shoulder and jumped down, he landed safely and it was almost like he was taking care of every detail so I would't get hust in the process of lading.

"just like that?" I asked, it was a bit...suspecious, why just say sure and not ask for anything in exchange? Why would they ask for anything in exchange? This is a bit confusing...

"you want to get away from some preblems don't you? And those people won't take long in finding you, so if you want a chance to get of here better with us then anyone, the sailors in our boat came in like you, troubled teens, they've been here for a while, some are my age some are your's come on, hurry or stay here" Omi was making lots of sence, direct and he knew exactly what was happeing and how to respond, he wasn't a bastard nor was he planning any skeems from what I could tell, I could trusth him from what I see...

"fine, but I don't do laundry!" I ran towards the boat, it was named Axel, it was white and big, the sails where a beige color and the wood was resently painted, there where many sailors there, there was an old pedestrian, a woman, she was serving some of the sailors a sort of soup, she looked like santa claus' wife, she wore small glasses and had white hair, like clouds, and she wore a liliac dress, the color of Brian's eyes, she had green eyes like the color of green leaves and her cheeks where rosy pink.

"you want some soup my dear?" asked the old lady, I shook my head and kept admireing the boat, and some bodies around, these guys where hotter then the devil himself, ouch, they were all concetrated I their work and didn't pay me attention though, well atleast I'm not beeing checked out by any perverted teenagers at the moment, who knows...

"Hey, wait up David!" I ran up to meet with David, but then I noticed the whole looking over at me, some looked at me like I was an alien some just glanced over me like hawkns and some cheeked me out, I was what they called scrawy, I was breastless, I had almost no curves, my ass was my only up, and my hips where begging to show, and I was as thin as a snake.

"Yo, not so loud kid" he said looking over to the whole crew who went back to work as soon as David put and eye on them, power, nice, what I do with my death glare.

"FYI, names Alex and I don't like to be controlled, you get that?" I said with a superior tone, he trew me a glare, but I just trew my death glare I response which made him stand up straight

"nice effect, I think you're better off beeing my assistant, come on, I'll show you around" well I made a friend with trowing him a death glare...maybe he's just as weird as I am

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"and that was a start of a bea-u-ti-ful relationship wasn't it?" Omi was beeing his normal annoying self again so I trew his chair back makig him fall

"serves you right for beeing so annoyingly ugh....annoyingly"

"cute" ugh!! No!! not THAT word, I hate that word, or he's gonna get it!

"you're dead." I lauched myself to him, but he managed to roll over to the other side faster, then he stood up and ran up towards the upper deck. Oh he's gonna get it

"when I get my hands on you you're..." I was in the upeer deck...and there it was Bakuten...I couldn't elive my eyes, I was a few miles away from it, my stomach squinted, Kai would be there waiting for me, and I would have to go to register I the college sooner or later, face the gang, ask for Brian to forgive me, ask Ruin to forgive me, ask my parents and Kai to forgive me, well Kai already forgave me, he's letting me stay in his home for a few days before I go to college to register, I'll face my gang first, then it will be Ruin, next my family, afterwards it will be Brian.

"so what you planning on doing for celebration?" Omi moved towards me putting his arm across my neck and resting his head on mine.

"Kai's birthday is tomorrow, I'm like a present to him this day, I'm planning on beeing in his party for a while, just a bit before the people I have to face show up" I was looking forward tomorrow, I could't wait for Kai's crazy party, best of all no one will know it's me, because of my change, from scrawy to hottie.

"what about today?" I was't sure, unpack? Or...we could just party in the boat, Omi was planning on staying aswell, along with...

"hey hey hey! When we getting there?" Ricky, he was a young spirited boy, he was 1 year younger then me we got him in the crew back in England along with another girl. Ricky was about 5ft 9, he was well built and had taned skin, he was always shirtless and wore mostly shorts, his eyes where blue and he had a tattoe on his back me and Omi had helped do, it was a pirate's flag and chinnesse letters that said Ricky in a coner, I had some aswell, aswell did Omi, ever since Mario, Leo joined the crew over in Germany, we've been getting tattoes, and the girl that joined the crew the same day as Ricky, did piercing, her name was Mai, and was 2 years youger then me.

I had a tattoe of a snake in my left arm and one of dragon in my right, my back had one of an angel wing and another of a devil's wing, my right shoulder had the word 'DEATH' in blood colored words that looked like they were dripping, and my left shoulder had the word 'PIRATES OF THE SEA' with a wood color effect and a sail boat as a background.

I had 3 piercings in my left eye brow, 6 in my right ear and 1 in my nose. Most of my earings I wore where hand made by Mario, he did devils, bats, simple, and some where made of gold, silver and bronze, he did them as a gift for me, Mario was the same age as me, he was a real sweet guy, but he was hot headed, jealous and shy at times, but he was cool, he always was in my 'good' list ever since he came in

"soon, where are the rest?" I asked knowing that he will know where, he knew everything that was going on the boat, he was the all knowing Ricky of the Axel boat.

"all of them are in the lower deck talking about Mario, Leo and you" me? What about me? Oh yeah, Mario likes me but he's to shy to say, in the other hand Leo likes me and he says it like nothing to me every single day. Leo is older then me by 2 months, 1week, 5 days, 3 hrs, he's very open, nice, and the life of the party at times, but only when other people are having fun, but when we're alone or even when we're just hanging around with the whole crew talking he's very quiet and distant, he sometimes reminds me of Kai and Brian.

Mario is like Johnny, oh Johnny, heh, how can I forget him, he can be a real hot head at times, and quite funny, he's always fooling around with people and likes to mess with them a lot, though after you slap, kick, punch, bite him a few times he'll know who's boss, heh, that was a day to remember, he was wearing a very nice patch the next day to school, and some bandages, he had many bobos, hehehe, that's something I'll never forget.

"oh, boring, what the fuck? What the hell does that flag say?" There was a Jeep and a flag hanging from it, I couldn't quite read it since, my eye sight was getting old from all that reading and studing books, lauguages and cultures, from the Meiji era, to the Mexican Revolution, so it's quiet a lot.

"little chaos is loosing her eye sight, I'm gonna have to buy you some glasses, it says welcome home Alex" it was Kai, he would be the only one waiting for me in the docks.

"it's Kai!" I ran up to the tip of the boat on the front, I was like that sissy movie Titanic, the breeze blew my short hair that was cut barely pass my shoulders back lettin my face show, I had blue hair and wore at the moment liliac eyes, but those wheren't my real eyes, my eyes, where blackish-green, as for my clothing, I mostly wore black, silver, white, millitary green, brown, purple, liliac and beige, today I had blue capris and a black tank top, I used a combination of purple and black as eye shadow, I accompained my capris with a few chains and hoops, and my lips where colored with purple, my cheeks had a purpleish glow, and finally black leather boots.

"hey, stop lookig so hot, you'll turn Leo and Mario on and then they'll fight over you again" Ricky can be so obvious at times, he knew what they where talking about, and he just told me.

"Ricky, get your butt out of other's businness and get your stuff ready, you too Mario, Leo, Mai, Omi, Joseph and lastly Jacob, come on, you're all get registered in school, so hurry" I forgot to metio Joseph and Jacob, for short Joe and Jake, these two have been with us for a while now, it was shortly after I boarded, Joe followed Jake who was escaping from his parent's rules, he's the same age as Omi, at the moment 25 and Joe is 1 year older then me, at the moment 21, soon to be 22 and I'll be 21, there are still 5more who still don't know if they want to stay here, most of them are coming because they got attached to me, weird hu? Only one girl and the rest men, well it's weird but then again I'm weird, and rethinking that we're all weird.

"we're almost there hm? You think that friend of your's is really not going to worry about us beeing in his house?" Mai was a worry hasard, she sometimes made me go ape.

"as I said he loves me to much to say no to me, he won't mind unless you invade his privacy, ok?" that calmed her down, now I can see Kai, yes!

"Kai!" I screamed as loud as I could, which is very loud, and climbed up the sail

"Alex, be careful you could have fucking fallen climbing up so fast" Leo was just jealous I could climb faster then he could, ha! I beat Leo, woopie, I want my gold star now.

"yeah well I don't give a damn so go pack that shit you call stuff" heh, back to Alex the girl who everyone loves

"Alex, the capi wants to see you" Ricky was aswell the mail man? Well something I never found out.

"I'm going" I let myself fall off the sail and what do you know, Mario catched me, heh, he didn't seem so happy about it though, he was a bit mad, so I what should I do? I kissed him and went to the lower deck while tryig not to laugh at Mario's face.

"you called Alberto?" yes he did, and he had a really nice big bag of stuff to give me, well, lets see what he's gona give me, Mrs. Claus was there aswell, she liked beeig called that, I was the one whho started calling her that and she liked it, heh, weird people here.

"Alex, you have seen that many sailors that have left have been given small bags, but you my girl have amazed me, you have managed to get more treasures then all of my sailors, not even little sugar rush kid did that much" lil sugar rush kid is Ricky, that was Leo's idea, he was pissed off and Ricky just had to bug him, though Ricky ended up with a black eye, Leo ended up with a punishment and the next dey he just called him sugar rush kid, then I hit him in the head with my sword for interrupting me while I was talking in the meeting.

"I'm a just to good, not good, not great, but 'The Best' the only one who managed to get a hundred and fortysix treasures from all those countries" no true, Jack won in checkers every time we played, but he too managed to get a large quantity of items, he managed a hundred and twenty something.

"cograts Alex, you won this time" Jack, that voice can be recogniced anywhere, brisky and weird, he was an annoying guy who always cheered me up in the worse days of my life, he did nothing and I would always end up laughing and smiling.

"thank you Alberto, and yes I win, now back of you big bloob of whatever you are, let me pass through" heh, I loved that frown on his face, revenge is sweet, and I won on treasures! Better for me, cause these are worth from 1-5 grand each, they where all buyed, exchanged and found in caves, both above and below water, some where found in mountains and some where found in islands, but as it is, I went o every trip I could go to.

"heh, oh yeah, I'm leaving here aswell" there where 5 sailors who were unsure if they wanted to stay, the ship was currently to full, it's capacity was about 25, and currently there where 36sailors, I was already planning on getting off here in Bakuten, but as soon as the sailors found out some where already planning on leaving here with me, some where unsure, but some like Ricky where ready since the first day.

"well welcome abord to my crew cause I'll be taking charge for a while, I'm gonna be sure you don't cause any disasters in Bakuten" with Jack there who knows how much of Bakuten will survive his rampage, Jack was a prank-o- master, he loved gigs, parties, and raves, maybe just chilling and having a few smokes and drinks, he was 25 at the moment and has been broken hearted a few times, but he's not into lovy dovy stuff anymore.

"heh, fine I'll help you" hell no! I wasn't gonna let the devil loose I Bakuten, I'm not seeking revenge here, I just wasn to go back to see what I can do.

"no! you're not up to my level to be my assistant" actually if it came to a game or something like that he was if it came to responsibility he was, but when it came to Bakuten, he wasn't, Shane was acceptable, Shane was another one I haven't mentioned, but I will if I see him, wich I will, I know he's coming, I just know he is, for some reaso I've always been able to tell what he'll do next, and I know he's coming alog.

"I'm The Best, I am at your level" heh, I'll wipe that smirk off your face with a good puch you bastard.

"you might be The Best, but I am Number One, and you know it, you can't beat me Jack, why don't you just admit it? I'm Number One, and you are The Chump?" heh., his face is turning red with anger, ugh, why can't he just admit it, I'm the best

"ha ha ha. Funny. You are a plain pain in the ass" heh, me a pain? I'm not a small pain, I brake your ass and then cut it and eat it in a hamburger.

"heh. I'm just doing my job as a bitch, I am the number one agent of the B. I. T. C. H corporation" yeah that was a good one, I am so good, the best, the winner, nuber one and right when I was congratulating myself mentaly I heard the Omi call me in the upper deck

"Omi is calling you agent Alex" oh good one Jack, I'll kill you afterwards for using that sarcasm in the middle on my moment of self rewarding

"I hear, now stop flirting with me, cause it's obvious you have a crush on me and get my bag and your's" heh, that only made him...blush? I was only kiding...or was he so mad he had a pinkish glow? I never had figured Jack out...so I decided to stay out of it and I ran to the upper deck.

"we are about to arrive Alex" I could now see Bakuten, and Kai's mansion on the top, it was a bit far, and of course I could see Kai waiting for the boat to arrive, I had managed to get Kai to come by speaking to hi through msn.

"I can see him, wow, little angel is now a fucking good looking bastard, nice, I wonder how many bitches it took to make Amber react, or maybe she still hasn't, heh, eighter way, I'm glad and nervous to be back" I was as open as ever to Omi, maybe I had a bit to much of...Coke? Wow, getting high with Coke, amazing, next I'll get high with water and bubbles, I'm hot, cute, and a bit of a bitch and high, oh and it's not even 10am.

"You got high on something?" oh my momet of real sarcasm, he'll be like, hahaha good one, and then...you were't kiddig? Hahahahaha, that's fucking hilarious

"Coke" as I said he exploted with laughter and stoped as he looked at my straight look

"you weren't kidding...were you?" my face said it all, and he laughed harder then before, he actually rolled in the floor grabing his ribs...I supposed to keep from exploting of laughter.

"We're here" I kicked him all the way to the door that leads to the lower deck, and he ian't to happy about that, but I didn't give a damn at the moment "J, get my stuff, lets get ready to go now" I was as exited as I could get, my form of beeing exited is moving fast, I also did the normal exited, but I was the assistant of the captain's assistant, I had to manage this with integrity.

"you exited?" Jack put a had in my shoulder and rested his head ontop of mine, he may be a crew member but he was a friend with rights, he could be totally ontop of me and I wouldn't mind, he could enter the bathroom while I was taking a bath and I wouldn't give shit.

"yeah, I can't help it" I rested my head in his shoulder, right about when Omi came over, he wasn't happy about the kick nor about Jack, he was a bit of a big dick head at times.

"Am I interrupting something" this was gonna be sweet, I'm gonna make him think I like Jack more then him, and that I favor Jack over him

"yes you are, Jack you want to go sit over elsewhere?" Omi had the cutest dumb face in the world, the one that says 'What The Fuck?' it was so clueless and adorable, but I resisted it, yes I rule

"yeah sure, see you lil Cap" lil cap was becauae obviousely Omi was the son of the captain, which was a bit of a long story, he really wasn't his son, Derek, was, and Derek was on England waiting to be fetched by his father, that is why Omi was coming along, or that is what I figured.

"We have landed!" shouted Jake who was at the top of a sail at the moment, he slided down with ease and landed ontop of Joe in the process who was just passig by at the moment.

"careful, I don't want to go to the hospital, that will only spread the word faster that I am here" I didn't wat anyone figureing out I was here in Bakuten, only after I talk with them.

"Alex, your friend is coming abord, get ready to impress him" Kai walked up the ship and looked around he stared at me for a second and looked alsewhere, it seemed I had changed a bit to much for him to recognize me

"Having trouble finding your friend?" I asked givig a tone which should have give me away but noooo, he just nodded

"Her name is Alex, she's 20, this is her picture" he handed me a picture that he had in his wallet, it was of me and him when we were young

"and I supposed you kepted this for 9years? You know, I lost most of mine, I still have some, heh, no wonder you don't recognize me, I look like a saint I just couldn't have changed so much could I? And I was a bit scrawny then wasn't I?" I smirked and looked up at Kai, who had his eyes open wide, he looked up and down and his mouth was a opened wide

"Holy fuck, you look hot, I mean H-O-T, hotter then fire, hell hotter then hell!" oh he reacted nicely, wow I'm flattered, he don't look so bad himself

"yeah now show is over keep away from our Alex" Jack was right by my side the whole time which meant he caught my dang he's hot wrickle I make, he put arm around me like I was a possetion and holded me close

"Jack, stay, Kai sit, the rest get busy, Omi stuff" Jack took hi hands off me Kai sat in a box nearby the rest started loding the jeep, and Omi got some extra stuff I told him to pack earlier but he didn't, I sat on Kai's lap and observed his reaction.

"so we staying I your house hu? Your B day is tomorrow, and I'll make up with everyone by then" I was as happy as ever, but he wanted to rui it for me, I saw him frown and then he spoke.

"I doubt Brian will forgive you that easily, you really broke him, for god sake he was in a mood for a fucking month, it wasn't until you came up online and talked with Tala that we got the info about you that he stoped worring about you" he paused and took a breath, I knew he had more to say so I shut up and waited for him to continue, after a while he did

"afterwards he was over Tala asking if I had texted, and after you said you wouldn't answer any of his question nor did you want to hear about him did he stoped, but the guy was broken hearted, and you text me after 5 years and tell me you're comig back? I mean what kind of person would forgive you?" I turned my eyes away from his and looked around and glared to any crew member who was hearing the convo.

"a very nice one who loves me more then anything and still loves me after 5 long years and understands my actions because he knew me very well and I knew all about him and did I mention that he loves me like the sister he never had, or even he could chage my sex and say I'm like a brother to him?" I was refering to him of course, he raised an eye brow, put a finger under my chin and raised it up to his level

"you mean an idiot like me, but what about a guy who loves you more then a sister, but loves you more then his own life? A man who suffered for you? Do you think you can convince him?" he wants to make me feel like shit or somethig? Plus he problaly doesn't like me anymore

"he problably forgot that love long ago, I bet he's been going out with girls and lid them, he was pretty hot, one of the hottests in the school if I do say so, hotter then you mr. I'm always hotter then fire and bow down, but there's one girl who I want and I can't have, how's the business with her?" he had a devilish smile and a glint in his eyes that told me he laid her...and he has her now, holy crap they're together? No...they can't...he just fucked her...and I bet she enjoyed it

"you fucked her, but you're to busy in the company, so you can't be with her, and you haven't seen her have you?" he frowned at my response and he gave a 'how the fuck?' look

"how-" I raised a finger to cut him off and winked at him in response, he shook his head and stoof up which made me fall of his lap

"hey!" he sniggered and pulled me up, Jack came joggig in and carried me down to the jeep, very nice of him, but was the kiss necessary? Ew, Jack germs, heh, cooties!!! Joking joking, I'm way past the cooties phase...though I never had it did I?

"was the kiss necessary?" I asked after he shut the door

"don't you like to have guys at your feet whom have a crush on you kissing you and carry you to places, by the way how the hell did you figure it out?" oh my god, he did have a crush on me, woo hoo. Three people have crushes on me. What joy. The world is made out of marshmallows and candy. Yeah baby. Yeah.

"Um, it was a joke, but good thing you tell me, eh, really doesn't matter, you already have rights, what the heck, you want to go out? Or be just girlfriend and boyfriend?" he was blushig a bit and he got red as a tomatoe after I asked him to go out and be like girfriend and boyfriend

"yeah sure, won't Mario and Leo mind?" um let me think about it for a second...yes they will...and...a lot...hehehe, I snickered a bit...

Cliff hanger, hanging from a cliff! and that's why he's called cliff hanger! lol LMAO!

NEways, now that I'm done there, I will say, um....this is one of the few stories I'm gonna write, A diary's words will be paused, and yes this is re-writen. lol...so um...yeah...that's all I need to say...review please!