I've only been watching Glee, my sister got me into it, since season 3. I've seen a little bit of one as well.

I would like to thank my BETA Gleeker1985.

I live on review. Good/Bad I still live on them.


Because hiding in the bathroom was all she could do to right now; Brittany realized today the she missed it; Santana Lopez had come out as gay, and that wasn't all. Gay with a girlfriend, and that girl wasn't her.

It felt like her world was ending, nothing would make her feel truly happy again, and idly wondered if this was how Santana felt when she rejected her. Brittany blinked; a single tear escaped hitting her cheek.

More than once, Brittany had heard people, students, call her stupid; she never believed them…until now.

Months ago, the situation was all so confusing; she loved Santana; she loved Artie. She couldn't have both, but she didn't want to lose either. Her head told her to choose Artie, and her heart told her Santana. She chose Artie and spent the night in her bed crying over the loss of Santana. A few months later, when she lost Artie… she doesn't remember crying that night; she even doesn't remember that night at all, she probably just went to sleep.

She covered her mouth trying to not let any sobs escape. She felt so empty; except for her heart. Her heart hurt so much, and the hurt just made her sob harder. Brittany wouldn't blame her heart if it stopped beating right then and there, but her heart was punishing her, it wouldn't dare die; it wanted her to feel the pain. Her heart had been breaking long before this; it just now it's got Brittany attention.

She wipes away the tears angrily; she hiccups, and bites back another sob.

She got up and unlocked the stall door; she could see herself in the mirror, and for the first time Brittany felt alone.

Once Brittany was sure she looked perfectly normal, she left the bathroom; and ran straight into Santana and her girlfriend.

Brittany lightly smiled at the girl; the blonde wants Santana to be happy, even if she wasn't with her.

"Where were you? I missed you in class." Santana asked while Brittany shrugged as a response. Santana would probably just think she got lost, after all she get lost sometimes. The stupid class rooms look all the same!

"Come on." Santana says. "It's lunch time." As the blonde, followed behind Santana and her girlfriend, she realized something for the second time today; behind Santana their pinkies could never touch.