Hi everyone ! Sorry I really have been writing alot lately cause I really have nothing else to do. Plus, I'm trying to get better at it so if you could tell what I can do to get better i would greatly appreciate it alot. I wrote this one cause my friend at school thought it was pretty good. Tell me what you think. If you don't like it please let me know. I really do want to get better at this. I really do enjoy writing alot.. Okay I'll stop talking and begin with the story.
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I regret it.
I regret it all.
I wish I could take back everything I said to you. What went wrong? Did I hurt you? DId you hurt me? Or did we hurt eachother? I was rude enough to take advantage of everything you had done for me. I hurt you in everyway possible, yet you were always there for me no matter.
I regret the last thing I said to you before I left. Who knew that this was going to happen? Had I known at the time, I would have told you something I always wanted to tell you. I hate myself for not telling you it at all inside of continueously hurting you like I always had done.
"I'm sorry. I thought that was what you wanted. I didn't mean to do that,"
"Whatever! I'm living. I don't ever want to see you for the rest of my life,"
"But I thought you loved me? You can't possibly mean that can you?"
"Love you? Don't you get it? I could never love you. We shouldn't even be together right now or at all. This was just a false relationship. Goodbye,"
I regret saying that to you. I didn't mean it I promise. I want to take it all back. I just want you to wake up from your "death" and tell me this was all just a joke. If only, I could see you again. If I could, I would tell you the words I never said to you.
I regret everything. I feel I am the cause for your death. I want to tell you I am sorry. You aren't even around anymore. Let me change that, your body isn't around anymore, but I know your spirit will live on for eternity. I pray that one day you will forgive me then maybe even watch over me. I will be lucky if you do. I lay down looking at the only picture I had left of you. Your beautiful smile and you silky brown hair flowing inches below your neck.
I wish I could see you one more time to tell you everything on my mind right now. Thought I feel you won't believe me, so I just write letters that I know I can't send to you. So now I read this one aloud, hoping you will listen to me.
Asuka,
You always brought happiness in my life. I never took the time to thank you for everything you done for me. I was so selfish to realize you were always there taking care of me. I want to take it all back and start over. It's to late now, cause you are gone. Now I end this off with these set of words I should have said to you a long time ago. Asuka, I deeply apologize for everything I done to hurt you. I love you with all my heart. I will be seeing you soon cause life isn't the same without you anymore.
I regret everything I done in my life.
I wish to start over in the afterlife with you. I grab the knife from the dresser holding it to my chest. I inhaled my breath throwing away all the guts left in my body. I stab it into my chest then slowly fall to the ground.
"I love you Asuka... I will see you soon..."
The end. Thanlk you for reading and please let me know what you think. Sayonara !:)
