Hello world of fanfiction, I'm Willow and this is my first ever fanfiction, ahhh! I'm so excited and I love that brallie is my first fanfic. I actually just started watching The Fosters about a month ago, and I've become completely OBSESSED with brallie. I just finished watching the first season last night, and AHDKJDHAKHD! No words can explain the feels! So anyway, I made a playlist on my spotify that reminds me of brallie, and decided to turn them into fics!

Disclaimer: I DO NOT own these characters, or this song.


Song: Gravity

Artist: Sara Bareilles

"Something always brings me back to you, it never takes too long.No matter what I say or do, I'll still feel you here, 'til the moment I'm gone. You hold me without touch, you keep me without chains. I never wanted anything so much, than to drown in your love and not feel your rain"

"That was amazing." I immediately smile; I could recognize that voice in a crowd. So beautiful in such a simple phrase. I turned to see her smiling in awe and I panic slightly, knowing how she can take hold of me so quickly.

"Yeah. Except, I can't keep the triplets in time with the eighth notes, and I keep missing the sharps." I responded.

"Well, yeah, there's that, but, um, otherwise..." I chuckled, and proceeded to tell her about the junior symphony I was trying out for. We reminisced about the first time I brought her to the music room. I sighed as I watched her lean out the window slightly, the light catching her hair, beaming a soft glow around her. She looked back to me and I was still stunned at how gorgeous she really was.

"Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity. Here I am, and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be, But you're onto me and all over me."

I played her melodies, each of the family members. She smiled softly.

"And…..you." I banged out a dark tone and her smiled quickly dropped. She scrunched up her face.

"Is that how you feel?" I shook my head.

"No, no. This…this is you." I spoke softly and played an intricate melody. The melody I had spent the most time on, enjoyed playing the most, loved the most. Her face turned to awe for a moment before the familiar awkward feelings of my obvious love for her filled the room.

"So we got the court date." She quickly changed the subject. I internally groaned, of course when I show a single once of affection for her, she doesn't allow it.

"Oh, you loved me cause I'm fragile, when I thought that I was strong, But you touch me for a little while, and all my fragile strength is gone."

A boiling rage seeps into the pit of my stomach as I watch them. I guess Wyatt decided to pop right back into Callie's life, and of course, she runs with open arms.

I shake my head, why should this affect me anyway; we decided months ago that it'd be best to end our relationship. It was hard having to let it go, but I agreed, for Callie. I promised myself when I fell in love with her that I'd do whatever she wanted, give her whatever she wanted. She wanted a family, needed one desperately, and who was I to be selfish and take that away from her? I couldn't, I'd never be able to. No matter how much it tore through my inside, gnawing away at my heart, I still loved Callie, and I'd give up anything for her, even my own happiness.

But watching them embrace while I stood up in the music room was agonizing. As much as I wanted to turn away, my eyes wouldn't allow it. I watched as they sat down and started chatting. Knots coiled in my stomach as she put her hands in his….I finally looked away.

"Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity. Here I am, and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be, But you're onto me and all over me. "

I walked over to Callie, asking her to dance like Lena asked. Ever since I saw her with Wyatt I couldn't help but feel enraged. I know she wants adopted, but can't she see how much I adore her and love her? Can't she see that every day that I'm not holding her, kissing her, being with her, that I'm slowing dying inside?

"Can we go somewhere and talk?" Callie asks, looking slightly nervous. I nod,

"Okay." We walk off to a fairly secluded place where almost no one is.

"I'm sorry. Just this whole Winter Queen thing, is making me feel….really uncomfortable. Honestly, I'm just so tired of being judged." My eyebrows furrow and I step back a bit. She's tired? She's tired? I finally get up the courage to talk to ask her to come over so I can play her song that I spent hours, days, weeks writing just for her to blow me off, and she's tired?!

"I'm tired too." I snap.

"Of what?" She's slightly confused, as if anyone else having a problem is completely mind-blowing just because her life is so much harder.

"Of being here whenever you need my shoulder to cry on. What about me when I need you? What about when I needed to talk to you the other day and you just, blew me off?" Her eyes widened but at the moment, I couldn't have cared less, she needed to her this. I needed to tell her this.

"I didn't, I…I was with Wyatt." WHAT?!

"Oh good, that makes me feel so much better." I sarcastically bit.

"He was living in his car, so I took him to Daphne's."

"Then why don't you get a place together? I mean, that was the plan, right, if you'd made it to Indiana." I pressed.

"Where is this coming from?" I could hear her starting to choke. I felt suddenly felt pissed at myself for loosing control. I just wanted her to know.

"I'm still in love with you." I tried desperately.

"Don't." She shook her head, her eyes beginning to glaze over.

"We can't."

"Yes we can." I basically begged. We argued for a few minutes longer until I had had enough.

"Tell me you don't love me anymore. Tell me something to make me get over you." She opened her mouth wide for a few seconds. I couldn't tell if she was holding something back or trying to lie.

"I had sex with Wyatt." She said, with almost no emotion in her voice. She continued to talk but I didn't hear it, all sound was blocked out. I was fucking done. My heart felt as if it were being squeezed tight, draining all life from it. I numbly walked away from her, not being able to handle to sight of her anymore. I made my way up the stairs as they had the nominees for the winter king and queen all go up. Despite my utter anger toward her, I stopped to watch. As she was crowned queen and Vico as king I could see her utter hatred. She put on a fake smile and babbled about how lucky she was to be queen, and it was pretty convincing, but I saw right threw it.

"I live here on my knees as I try to, make you see that you're everything I think I need, here on the ground. But you're neither friend nor foe, though I can't seem to let you go, the one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down….you're keeping me down, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. You're on to me, onto me, and all over"

I took the blame. I took the blame for making the IDs, setting up Callie, everything. I looked into her eyes and she silently begged me to stop, but I knew I had to do this, otherwise she'd go back to juvie for sure, and I couldn't live with myself if that happened.

"Something always brings me back to you….It never takes too long."

As I was about to step in the police car I heard her shouting for me, and I turned to her.

"It wasn't true! What I said about Wyatt, it was not true." She sternly told me, making sure I understood. That's when I knew I couldn't regret taking the fall for Callie. I could never regret doing anything for her, because I would. I would do anything and everything for her, because no matter how much she pushed me away, I would always come back to her. She was my gravity….


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