This is the second story in my series based on an iPod shuffle mix. The two stories I've done haven't been the happiest. The next one should be though, and I think I'll have more fun writing that.

Crooked Teeth – Death Cab for Cutie

I'm a war of head versus heart
And it's always this way
My head is weak, my heart always speaks
Before I know what it will say

I was laying on my back in a bed at Brittany's house one Saturday night. I didn't know whose bed it belonged to, or how I had ended up there. All I knew is that after a bit too much to drink, and a self-esteem decrease courtesy of Sue Sylvester I had ended up in a bed making out with some guy.

It wasn't just some guy though. This was my boyfriend's best friend. Noah 'Puck' Puckerman. I had no idea how he had led me up there. My mind had a big blank spot at the before moments. It also was fuzzy regarding the after moments. I do remember the during moments though. I could not forget those.

His tongue was in my mouth, and his hands were grabbing, touching, feeling, devouring, and exploring everything. My mind was screaming at me to stop this. He was not my boyfriend. Finn would rip both of our heads off if he knew what we were doing. I also had made a promise to God to never do such a thing like this until I was married and in a committed relationship. I knew where this moment with Puck was leading, and I knew that it went against my morals. I wasn't stopping it though.

I can explain why though. It's the same way with everything. My head knows what is right and what is wrong. I have an excellent conscience. However, my head is not the strongest. I succumb to what my heart, and my emotions want easily. I yell at girls and insult them because I'm furious even though my mind tells me it's not a good idea to make enemies. I let Finn get to second base with me one time because it felt good and at that moment I was done always doing the right thing. I cheated on my ninth grade math exam because I didn't know the answers and my heart told me it was alright do it just the one time. My brain told me that it was too risky, but I didn't care.

So you can see now that I knew what I was doing was wrong. I'm not heartless, or some idiot. I knew it was wrong. But I just do not have a very strong mind. My heart is much stronger, and it always wins out in the end. Also, alcohol does not help matters.

In the moment I felt good being with Puck. It felt nice, and different. Finn never touched me the way Puck was. Soon all of our clothes were off and he was looking me in the eyes.

"You sure about this?"

My mind wanted to scream out, "No!" However, my heart spoke first without me realizing what it was going to say. "Yes, but Puck, this is my first time…" My voice trailed off, but it didn't matter. I had given him permission and I knew that my mind wasn't going to gain the strength it needed to stop this event, especially when my emotions wanted to continue so badly.

He smirked. "You're so cute when you're slurring your speech." And then it happened. I was no longer a virgin. I had given up my innocence. I had cheated on my boyfriend. The funny thing was that I didn't care. I ended up caring he next morning when I fully realized what had happened, but I didn't care when I was actually having sex.

I would care the most a month later when I took three home pregnancy tests in a fast food public restroom and each test came out positive, That was the moment where I wished that my head wasn't weaker than my heart the most.

I hope you all enjoyed this story!
The next story will be inspired by How Deep is Your Love by The Bird and the Bee.

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