Disclaimer: I don't own any of these characters. I was just thinking about the episode "Shout" during Theology class and thought up this little story in my mind. It's not long, it's quite short but to the point. Not much physical or setting description, just mostly what is going through Paige's mind as she does the unthinkable. This is just brainteaser for me and I guess for you as well. I hope you enjoy it.
Blood
I pressed the Exacta knife lightly against my skin. Nothing. Pressed a little harder. Nothing. Pushed deep down into my vain, staring as the blood gushed out quickly from my wrist. Relief. I feel so dirty, so wrong. How could I let Dean do this to me? How can I just let him get away with it, take away my pride? How did it all come to this?
I lay my head against the tiled wall of my bathroom. Coldness shudders through my upper body, I can't even feel my legs. I watch as the blood drips from my finger tips onto my new Express jeans. My fluffy white tank top is stained with a mix of sweat, tears and hope. It's gonna take a lot of soap to get this mess out.
There's more blood than I expected. It's surrounding me fast. I can feel more of it coming up my throat and into my mouth. The only time I'd ever tasted my blood before was when I was little, and I would lose a tooth. I forgot that sick silvery taste, it's grossing me out. I can hardly breathe, hardly move, hardly yell for help. I can't feel anything anymore. I guess this did work.
I hear knocking on the door. Terri's voice follows. She's asking me what's taking so long. I don't answer her. I can't, no matter how hard I try. Her voice is getting weird now. Like she going to burst into tears. She knows.
She forces herself in, almost taking the door off it's hinges. She sees me and screams her head off. It almost looks like she's going to explode. I'm so sorry hun. I didn't mean to.
She puts her fingers on my neck, searching for a pulse, but it's not there. She cries, letting her tears mix with my blood, turning it into a creamy pink color. It almost looks happier but it's not. She hugs me but there's no way I can hug her back
I died.
And all because of this little pain reliever.
I'll love you forever, it's not your fault. It's mine. I flirted too much, didn't see any of this coming. It all happened so fast. I'm sorry. Tell Ashley I wanted to be her friend again. Tell Spinner and JT I love them, even if they do annoy the hee-jeebies out of me sometimes. Tell Jimmy to keep on going and tell Hazel she was the bestest friend any one could ask for. Tell my mom I'm sorry and I love her, none of this is her fault.
I love you all.
Paige.
