Those days you cannot admit you are scared. Those days you cannot cry, you will not cry.
Sitting alone in her apartment as the day replayed through her mind.
Flash Back
"hey Zi what's wrong?" Tony asked as he looked up from his desk
"Nothing. I am fine" Ziva said in a solemn tone, never taking her eyes off her work
"Ya sure because I was going to the bar after work and I don't want ya getting sick" Tony eyed her
"i said I was FINE!" Ziva raised her voice a little that sent shivers running up and down Tonys spin.
"okay okay,"
"sorry I am not in the talkative mood right now" she said looking down at her paper.
"Oooooookay. See ya tomorrow" He said as he picked up his backpack and headed for the elevator
"Tony, Wait" Ziva Turned her chair around to look him in the eye.
"Ya" Tony was now filled with excitement
"um my place at ten bring wine" she ordered. Tony gave her one of his cheesy grins.
"okay see ya then" he said as he stepped into the elevator grinning wildly
End flash back
Ziva heard a knock on the door which made her jump. It was 10:06. She smiled to herself it was always like Tony to not be EXATLY on time.
She opened the door to see Tony standing there, leaning against the door frame with yet another cheesy grin planted on his face. He had a bottle of Chardonnay in one hand and an Indiana Jones DvD in the other.
"Hello, Come in" She said putting on a fake smile and opening the door wider so Tony could squeeze passed her.
"hey. It smells delicious watcha cooking?" Tony asked as he got two wine glasses out of the cupboard.
"What? Oh, Um chicken Parmesan."
"Mmmmmmm I can taste it already" he said as she pulled it out of the oven.
Tony poured the glasses of wine and they ate in silence. After dinner Tony had started the movie.
"Come on dad you can make it" Jones said
Tony glanced over at Ziva and she was, crying?He thought maybe it was just PSM that would explain everything but, no. He had NEVER seen Ziva THIS emotional.
Tony paused the movie and Ziva quickly wiped away the tears, sniffling.
"Zi. Something is wrong and don't even TRY to push me away because I know DAMN well when something is wrong with my partner."
Ziva looked up at him teary eyed.
"he...he...he got her pregnant!" she said bursting into tears
