Here's a little thing I'll be working on to get out of my MattxMello streak. Although, if you're reading this, you probably don't know about that.
I'm pretty sure the fanbase for TDI and Death Note is about as far apart as fanbases get xD
Ah well though. Drew Nelson VA's Matt's english voice as well as Duncan's, in case you didn't know. So there's a bit of a connection. Kinda. xP
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There were many excuses as to why we did it.
Most obvious? The camera crews following our every footstep. We'd found a sanctuary from the madness, deceit, and scandal that was this god forsaken reality show.
Of course it had started out innocent. The first time we searched for a secluded area together wasn't for the certain things we happened to partake in now. We just were desperate for a minute that wouldn't be filmed, documented, and shown to the world.
Eventually the outings became more routine, at least once a week we'd find ourselves seeking shelter out in the middle of the nearby forest. I couldn't stand him at first, making all those perverse and/or irritating comments. But he was the only one who shared this small grace of privacy with me, and it was only natural his disposition became less annoying.
Almost lovable.
It was when our idle conversation had turned slightly deviant one night, that our way of forgetting about the ever-observant camera's went astray.
"Do you have a boyfriend back home?" He inquired.
"No. I'm too busy with CIT things and such."
"Are...are you a virgin?"
I didn't answer at first, eyes widening in shock at the unexpected, and highly inappropriate question. My mind spun quickly to think of a response that sounded mysterious, considering, yes, I was. But he had no right to know that. Once I dictated my flawless answer in my mind, I opened my mouth.
"Shut up! As if I'd tell you," I giggled.
The hell!? What was I reduced to? Sounding like a brain-dead fan girl. I reminded myself of that Lindsay girl.
"Aw...come on."
"Well...no."
And now I'm lying too? Was the reason I couldn't respond without sounding ridiculously girly because I was...attracted...to him? He did have nice eyes...and I knew from the dodge ball match that his physical strength was deliciously...
No. I wasn't letting myself fantasize about Duncan, of all people.
"...You wanna do something besides sit around and talk for once, Princess?"
"Thought you'd never ask." I winked.
Dear god. What was wrong with me?
My risque reply had earned me a vehement shove against a tree, bruised lips, and a loss of innocence.
Not that I can complain. I came back, every other night it seemed. We planned it secretly during our lunchtime, with passed notes and racy body language that was miraculously unseen by our cabin-mates.
Never did I confuse the obvious lust with love. I believed we had the same reasons for what we did. We wanted to forget the fact of being watched. We were deprived of contact. Plus, the sex was amazing.
He had noticed though, that I wasn't truthful. It was hard to cover up virginity. If it wasn't the overly agonized screams or the way he had to really push...the blood would have tipped him off.
I was thankful that he didn't make much of a deal about it. Besides a knowing glance at me, he had left it unspoken for.
Would I ever regret giving it up to a juvenile delinquent while suffering on a reality TV show? After all, I'd been 'little miss perfect' up until then.
And I owed him everything for showing me I didn't have to be.
So I told myself no. It was the right decision. After all...once he'd taken it, I began my walk with the devil.
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The chapters should be much longer from here on. This is just an introductory kind of thing. Review, favorite, alert, whatever. It would encourage me to finish stuff faster I suppose
