Big brother
The amount of tears I've cried,
is nothing compared to the pain inside,
The time I've missed you has gone so quick,
four years has passed and I'm still ticked,
that your up there and I'm down here,
for many many years,
Are little sister is growing so fast,
I wish you were here to love her laugh,
I miss you my big brother
I miss you my best friend,
just sitting here in thought
and waiting for the end..
My brother
There is so much I wish to say
I think about you every day
I miss your laugh
I miss your smile
Neither lost nor forgotten...
I imagine them often
It just doesn't seem real that you're not around
I still look for you when I'm in town…
I'll never forget on the 4th of July...
As I sat on the curb, tears filled my eyes….
I found myself looking for you…..
Until I realized what was true...
I will never again see your wave and your smile...
We won't stand on the street and visit for a while…
No "how you doing Sis" with a big hug to follow….
No "what are you doing tonight" or "I'll see ya tomorrow"…
All of these things, I cherish so dearly …
In my heart, I remember so clearly…
four years later..
Seems like forever….
I've asked myself and I've talked to God…..
How could he take you away for so long?
The only answer that makes any sense is ….
You're in God's hands now…
As he planned
Watching us from above…
An Angel in heaven who will always be loved.
Lost You.
Never thought I'd lose you,
But here I am,
Standing alone,
Without you by my side,
We're sisters for life,
You promised,
But now you're gone,
I don't know what to do,
Without you,
I'm going crazy,
I'm trying to hold on,
To keep strong,
But it just doesn't feel right,
I'm waiting here,
My arms wide open,
Tears running down my face,
Ready for your return,
Even if it takes forever,
My sister…
Those are all my poems. R.I.P. Colin, Edward, and Sweet little Lucy
