I'm sorry I deleted my other story, I couldn't get into it as well as I know I can get into with this one. I couldn't and will never fill Stephanie Meyer's shoes. So, This is my own Story.

Preface

This is what a dream is supposed to be, right? Soon I'll wake up and this will all be over. He'll be gone again, and I'll be alone. Just like it has always been. He came for what he wanted, and using my weakness, he got it quicker than I can say yes. I loved him. With every ounce of my heart, and it even hurts right now thinking about him. My name is Bella Swan, and I'm gonna take you on an adventure. The same adventure that has altered my life so drastically that it influences my every day decisions even now, almost three years later. You're gonna feel my pain, my struggle, my love. Your gonna see my life through your eyes, and your gonna learn from this, just as I have. I'm saving your life, because I know I couldn't save my own back then.

Warning: This story contains emotional and physical abuse, Drug abuse, Sex, Suicide, and potential homicide because to him, my life wasn't worth it. I want to recommend this to young girls, but if anyone can't handle it, than please don't read it.