:: Loss of Lies ::
It was yet another lie. Nothing planned nor intended…and still I continued concealing one truth after another. Before I met you—and on that very day…I always thought we were destined to be together. Until I realized I was wrong…dreams were meaningless…and yet you were there…right in front of me, more solid than reality.
I always fought—refusing to give up though I had always known it to be impossible. Your heart was already in his hands and nothing would allow me to steal it. But no matter what, for your sake, I would never stop—fighting until the end of me as long as you'd smile.
And still I was useless…only capable of watching by the sides. As you were slowly eaten by pain…I could only hate him, the cause of it. Even after you continued to smile for him so happily as though you were fully blind to all that I tried to do for you.
Even by now, there was nothing in my power to give you. In your heart, I was only a friend; a comrade as I was to him. I never deserved your love in the end. But I'd continue to fight…despite all…for you are my goddess to me forever.
"Jin-kun, you came!" Her smile was bright, rushing with overwhelming joy. He couldn't blame her for that…it was only sensible. It only bothered him that the smile was all because of him.
His golden eyes were locked on her. She resembled a goddess; more than she did before wearing that wedding gown. He once more reminded himself of why he was here. Today was Kujyou and Karin's wedding.
The happiness Kujyou could bring her was more than anything he could ever do. Now that it has come to this, everything ends here. As Kujyou's Best Man today, it was essential for him to give up on Karin. Perhaps Kujyou had caused her more pain than he ever had. Still, he was also the person who gave her the most happiness.
Disclaimer: Kamichama Karin doesn't belong to me.
For some people who have read this previously, you may have noticed that the beginning hasn't changed. Just the wedding was added. The first part was based on Jin's thoughts. Please note that the second section still used naming terms that Jin commonly uses even when written in third person form.
Unless the original Unrequited Hope is posted up first, 'Cursed Silence' will be put up. The storyline is basically taken from Unrequited Hope's rewrite with a murderous twist.
