Eternally
The heat of my heart, the pounding pulsation
What feeling is this that haunts me in my sleep and even in the day?
I can feel it, almost hear it burn through my veins, liquefying my blood, pouring out of my heart
This emotion, so strong and pure and yet the sadness lingers.
I know it, I must
How can I not know this passion coursing through me?
I see it everyday, that which carries the burning desire and deep sadness
Like a lonely wave, I mourn its passing
How can I say nothing of what my heart truly desires?
You stand there, your eyes so filled with utter grief
I cannot do anything
You will not let me
But I must, I cannot bear to let it pass
Please forgive me.
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My heart, the cry it wrenches from within
Oh such cruel fate and agony, why do you torment me so
Have you know care?
I sit here and cry out and yet I am mocked
The sky it self weeps with me and yet I am alone
My love, my passion, why have you left me?
Why can I not feel you?
No word and no understanding
What bittersweet's I feel, this jewel to stand for what we stood
It knows no pain as I
But why?
That you should use such a trick as this
You could not understand yet it has released the pain within
Twisting as a knife
Oh that I may find that knife, mayhaps finish the task
If only to release this pain
Why
You stand there and listen and say nothing
But I care not
My grief is eternal, you could not understand
What could I say?
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My true love, my burning desire, I will not leave you
I will be at your side for eternity
Let he who would break your heart be gone
I care not
But to see this pain in your eyes, I cannot bear it
Let me hold you, take away that pain
I will tell you what you never forget
This burning pain cannot be ignored
It goes on undaunted
You're trembling; I feel it coursing through my hands
I only wish to share those feeling, those you have chose to ignore
But you have not noticed
Please do
Understand my cry of love for you
We were meant to be
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That touch, the comfort they hold yet I feel it means more
I know how I must look but I care not
Oh woeful pain will you not leave me be?
I do not understand
This confusion grows strong in my heart, hotter with each touch, each gesture, each look
Can I bear to look again?
Those eyes, they blaze with intensity I've never seen
Or have I?
Those times, small and insignificant
I chose to ignore, it couldn't be
That those feeling could mean something more
I know your story and the emotions grow
I know the truth yet feel you hide something
Is this it?
Have I seen it now?
Can it be?
Were we meant to be?
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Look into my eyes
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See what I see
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Know what I feel
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Hear my heart racing
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This desire, I can hide no more
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This agony I cannot ignore
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Forget this sore wound cast on you
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I'm afraid
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Trust what I say
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His eyes, the intensity
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Her breath leaving
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So close to this face, this passion
My heart bleeding yet craving
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The words, they choke me
And yet I've known all along
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"Am I not good enough?"
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What?
I cannot speak
Cannot sparse believe these words
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"Am I not good enough?"
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My heart weeps and screams at me to listen
What have you been saying?
Have you not heard what he says?
Oh cruel fate!
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Oh treacherous fortune
To find that soul mate and to be denied
She says nothing
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The words may not speak but the heart goes on
Feel the passion sing through the air
What was destined may not come to pass
Yet we may decide our own destiny
Hear children, feel that passion and rise above it
What was to be may be
But let not the world decide your future
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This voice!
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Her
voice!~*~*~*~
Who is she?
~*~*~*~
Yes… I understand
For now, let it be
Someday…
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Can it be? Will it be?
She says nothing but I feel no less
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He will hear even if he may not see
These tears of pain hide it well but he will know
~*~*~*~
I have said what I could
Now hear what my heart cries
Know it as truth unparalleled
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I love you
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Two such paths, mayhaps it was not meant they should ever meet
Yet here they stand and none could change such events without irreparable damage
It may be that they never should have met
To avoid such pain
The bonds never to be broken, so twisted in their binding
But so it stands
So shall it be
Eternally
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