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Bella was numb. They...they left. No goodbye... No nothing. She couldn't believe it. The people she considered her family left her. This cant be happening. Bella vaguely realized she was walking but where she was going was beyond her. This is because of the party. I told Jasper it wasn't his fault. He wasn't only dealing with his bloodlust but everyone else's as well. It was then that she realized she was at her frontdoor.
Suddenly Bella was drowning. Everything finally hit her. The anger, betrayal, resentment, hurt. As soon as she was inside she shut the door and slide down. It was like a dam breaking and once it breaks and the flood starts there is no stopping it you just have to wait for it to end. It could have been minutes it could have been hours but all Bella could recognize was the memories, emotions and tears that came with them.
Esme's loving smiles, Jasper scar above his eyebrow that crinkled when his raises it, The sparkle in Alice's eye when she is planning something mischievous, Carlisle's small smile of amusement, Emmett's affectionate grin, and (although she would never admit she missed it too) Rosalie's trademark scowl. And then there is Edward. That crooked smile that made her swoon. But there was always particular emotions that laid beneath the love and affection she could never identify until now. Cruelty and malice. She knew her sub conscience had probably figured out what it was but she never really gave it much thought. God what an idiot she was. Maybe if she had paid more attention she could have avoided all this. Suddenly arms where around her whispering reassurances in her ear.
It's ok Bells its ok. It was muffled and she almost didn't hear. But someone cared, someone was with her.
"Please don't leave please," she sobbed.
"Im not going anywhere Bells I promise."
To say Charlie was pissed was an understatement. He was absolutely livid. No no that didn't even begin to describe what he was feeling. Who ever hurt his daughter was going to pay. "Bells...Bells listen to me what happened?"
"Their gone...all gone...no good bye... nothing," she sobbed.
Charlie immediately understood. I thought you where better than this Carlisle, Charlie thought. Now mind you Charlie doesn't deal well with emotions. They make him awkward and uncomfortable. But he was damn well going to try for Bella. So he held he as she cried and whispered reassurances until her breathing evened out. When he was sure she was asleep he gingerly picked her up and carried her to her room. God give me the strength to not kill that bastard Edward if he shows his face here ever again. Little did poor Charlie know there was worse things then Edward to worry about.
