Nikkis p.o.v.
12 days , 12 days since the love of my life sold a deal to the L.E.A , leaving the school gates for the last time , walking away from everything and never to return.
Not like we lasted ages , 3 weeks to be exact , but we had something , i knew and i'm pretty sure she did too , we got each other , one thing that never happened to be during any relationship.
God , i'd fallen hard , she was perfect , gorgeous smile , those eyes and of course the soft caring side to her , that only i got to see.
Wakening up to the cutest morning voice , sexy bed hair and that twinkle in her eyes , the long deep conversations that never got boring , everything , just everything about lorraine was perfect , she was the definition of perfect.
I thought about the last day i seen her , standing in the school carpark with the light autum breeze dancing in her hair. "except with us ey' Lorraine said in that amazing accent that still , sends shivers through me , lorraines little way of saying "i really fucked up nikki" , maybe nikki had been tol harsh , she loved lorraine and had to do anything , anything to win this gorgeous , amazing and slightly stuborn woman back.
Grabbing her keys and putting her coat on she jumped into the car , she needed to tell lorraine how much she needed her , she needed to be with her.
Lorraines p.o.v
"fucking hell , i whispered running my hands through my hair , roughly tying it into a messy bun , dressed in my joggies and uggs , the "real" lorraine i geuss, flumping myself down on the sofa i looked across my livingroom , box's lying all over the place with possetions , both personal and business related , with less than a week until moving , i'm quiet pleased that i'm organised , for once.
I found a picture frame hanging out the box , wrapped delacatly in bubble wrap , a picture of me and nikki , the only person in the word who made me smile more times than anyone , anything for that matter , she was the only person who knew what i wanted , what i needed , one single tear raced freely down her face , she loved nikki , still did , always will , even the simple things nikki did , like calling me "Lo" , my secret name , one she had given me , something i'll always remember".
I dont even want to move to London , but the memories of everything between nikki still lingers throughout the house , mostly due to nikki being there a good few times during the relationship , wakening up to her protective arms wrapped around my waste , everything in my house just reminded me of her , except she wasn't here , I tried winning her back , twice but i failed , something i've never done
Nikkis p.o.v
" i was parked outside her house , noticing a "for sale" sign in the front garden , i began to panick "fuck" but glimmering at the side of her house was her baby , the ferrari , breathing a sigh of relief i looked in the mirror , running my hands through my hair , fingers tapping nervously against the stearing wheel. Getting out i walked up her path , the same path i'd walked on before , the tiny crystal white stones crunching against my leather boots with each step taking deep breaths in and out as i approached her door ,my hand hovered over the door bell , closing my eyes tight and pressing it twice , heart racing and breaths short.
She answered , of course she did , still as beautiful as ever and stealing my breath as she stood in joggies , hair tied back and a slight smile playing on her lips as well as her eyes brightening up , instantly washing away my nerves.
"Nik.." lorraine began.
"Hi , erm sorry to bother you at this time"
"No , no dont be silly , come in" lorraine smiled standing aside to allow nikki into the house , smelling nikki's gorgeous perfume as she walked passed lorraine.
"Can i get you a drink or anything?" Lorraine smiled , walking into the livingroom , nikki soon following and still a slightly confused lorraine wondering why nikki was here , not complaining obviously.
"No thanks Lo , i s-see you're moving" nikki stuttered.
"Yeah" , lorraine began as both woman sat on lorraines sofa "to london , i've started a knew business , i don't actually need to move but i-i...i have nothing here for me i geuss , i've lost the most important thing to me , its just the memories thats the problem , its for the best i suppose"
Nikki had tears edging in her eyes she didn't want lorraine to go , she could'nt cope of she'd leave.
"But Lo , the schools in good hands.."nikki began but was cut of by lorraines short laugh breath.
"I-i wasn't talking about the school , nik",
"what do you mean then" nikki asked softly looking into lorraines eyes.
Lorraine took a deep gulp , before turning to face nikki , delivering eye contact to prove to nikki what she was about to say was genuine.
"Us niki , you , i'm so so sorry , i'd never meant to hurt you , you're the only person i've met that stood by me , liked me for who i'am and not what i have , nobodys ever done that , how you made me feel like i was the only person who mattered , how you took me at my best and still stood by me at my worst when..when everyone else left , and..and if i could turn back time i would stand infront of that school and tell everyone exactly how you meant to me Nikki Boston and tell them all how much you made me happy , and i wish i never finished us" lorraine replied softly , tears streaming down her face , she was way out of her comfort zone , stripped to her core , but she desperatly needed nikki to know exactly how much she really meant to her.
