That should have been me.
Its 5.30 and I am staying at Carly's house tonight because my mom has just met a new guy and I don't want to be there to here there disturbing noises, coming from her bedroom, so Carly invited me over for the night not realising that she had that date with that nerd Josh from school.
Carly has been dating Josh for a month now and he is a complete goof I'd love to kick his ass trust me, but I hate most guys who look at Carly but that is all in the package of having Carly as a best friend and, also having these crazy feelings for her, Carly has just gone to take a shower and get ready for her date with Josh.
I'm sitting eating her out of a fridge, Spencer had to go to socko's for the night so I think I will just chill here for the night till Carly gets back from her date.
Why can't I have the courage to tell Carly how I feel everyone sees me as a upfront person but when it comes to my feelings they are guarded with a lock and key, sometimes I wish I had the courage of Fredward, at least he told Carly I can't because I'm too afraid
Carly's pov...
I am getting ready for a date with my boyfriend, which I do not want to go on tonight, I want to spend time with Sam but I can't cancel on him, Carly picks up a picture of Sam on her bedside table and stares at it for a good five minutes
Carly is now ready but she is still upstairs, and there is a knock at the door so Sam goes and opens it
"Carls your nerdy boyfriend is here"
"Tell him to wait down stairs, I'll be down soon"
Back to Carly upstairs
Carly wipes a tear from her eye
Why can't they feel the same way about me, as I feel for them, Carly re applies her makeup and heads down stairs and Sam is sitting on my kitchen work surface eating my ham, looking as stunning as usual and then there was josh sitting down on our couch.
"Sam don't eat all of our ham, we were having that for dinner tomorrow"
"Ok calm down mini Shay"
"Baby do you want a quick drink before we go because the movie does not start for another hour".
"Sure baby, you look amazing"
Sam's pov...
What an idiot Carly looks breath taking not amazing what a sleazy boy, he sits there staring at her through his green eyes and does nothing but stair at her ass, I hate him now I have to sit here and watch him and Carly acting like a loved up couple for what SEEMS LIKE FOREVER, but AT THAT POINT I'm pulled out of my thinking.
"Sam do you want a drink and come and sit over here"
"Do I have to; with that retard you call your boyfriend"
"Sam be nice"
"Only for you"
I put the music on and my song comes on which means allot to me because it's about a girl who wants to be with someone but she have been beaten to it, and its about how she wishes the girl was her it's called it should of been me.
Sam's starts to sing to it and zone out in her own world where in her world Carly is her girl but when she goes back to reality she is with him.
Everybody's laughing in my mind,
Rumors spreading 'bout this other guy,
Do you do what you did when you
did with me?
Does he love you the way I can?
Did you forget all the plans
that you made with me?
'cause baby I didn't!
That should be me,
Holdin' your hand,
That should be me
Makin' you laugh,
That should be me,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me,
That should be me,
Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me,
Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that,
That should be me
Ouuuuuuu
ouuuuuuuu
That should be me,
Yeah,
You said you needed a little time
For my mistakes,
It's funny how you used that time
To have me replaced,
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
Whatcha doin' to me,
You're takin' him where we used to go,
Now if you're tryin' to break my heart,
It's working 'cause you know that,...
That should be me,
Holdin' your hand,
That should be me,
Makin' you laugh,
That should be me,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me,
That should be me,
Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me ,
Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that,
That should be me
I need to know should I fight
For our love for this long
It's getting harder to shield
This pain in my heart!
That should be me,
Holdin' your hand,
That should be me,
Makin' you laugh,
That should be me,
This is so sad,
That should be me,
That should be me,
That should be me,
Feelin' your kiss,
That should be me,
Buyin' you gifts,
This is so wrong,
I can't go on,
Till you believe that,
That should be me,
Holding your hand,
That should be me,
Oh i makin you laugh, oh Baby,
That should be me,
(that should be me givin you flowers)
That should be me,
Talking by hours, that should be me, that should be me,
that should be me
Never should've let you go,!
I never should've let you go,!
That should be me! 3
Never should've let you go
That should be me!3
Carly's pov...
"Sam are you sure you don't want me to stay with you tonight" (I hope she wants me to)
"You go and have fun Carls I have a date with your fridge and your television".
Sam's pov...
I can't believe I'm letting her go when she was asking if I want her to stay, but I'm doing this for her and her happiness, I love carly and if she loves that nerd ill have to accept it, but that should be me with her not him.
Carly has now been gone for an hour and half and I'm feeling really bored I have eaten too much ham and the telly is the last thing on my mind right now, so I'm in Carly's room on her bed holding onto her pillow.
I then feel a small diary under her pillow and I open the diary
21st December
Its a few days before Christmas and I met josh at a party and we hit it off, we kissed and it was nice but in the other part of my mind, I think the kiss would be better with the one I love
Carly Shay
Christmas day
Sam is over and I've never felt so happy she makes me feel so different to any guy and she is the best friend anyone could have, I love it when she gets protective over me and she would beat any guy up, I get the warm feeling inside
19th January
What can I do I'm madly in love with someone else how can I tell josh, o don't want to break his heart and this person I love is amazing and I think that I could never tell them they would never except me ever again and it may ruin everything, when I see them my heart beats so fast that it nearly comes out my mouth and when this person is near my I fall into a daze and I become so vulnerable, that person is the reason why Freddie has no chance with me. As long as they are with me then could not be with any guy , I'm going to break up with josh on our date on Friday.
Sam's opens the next page when she sees the initials
C.S love S.P 4eva n always
And the page was full off doodles like
Sam Puckett I love you and Sam's name in a heart
And even she had drawn the two of us in a heart and we were kissing in it
Sam eyes widen when Carly came storming up the stairs
Sam were are you
I'm in here cupcake
I broke up with josh tonight
Why
Because I am in love with someone else, but I can never tell them who they are
Carls tell me I'm your best friend?
What will happen next it's up to you its only men to be a one-shot but if you want more let me no
