A/N: So, yesterday was my birthday and I really wanted to update my other story, TEOH, as a gift to myself and you guys but I've been in serious writer's block with it and all these other stories are in my head. So, I've wanted to write this one for over 2 years now and I finally did. It's a one-shot that originally was suppose to be a full on story but you never know what could happen later. I cried when I wrote this today.

Also, today is my grandma's birthday and this is dedicated to her. I love you and miss you!

Song: It Will Rain by Bruno Mars (please listen to it while reading)

Emmett's POV

Time was slipping away fast and there was nothing I could do about it. I had all this strength but I could not stop this. I was going to lose her. Alice's visions were no help, I didn't need Jasper's empathy to know she was hurting and I surly didn't need Edward's mind reading to know where her thoughts lay: with me.

I haven't moved from my place next to her since her illness became fatal. In our tiny little cabin in the woods I watched her sleep; it would be any day now. She only wanted me to think good things: like skinny dipping in the waterfall of the rock quarry, shimmering in the sunlight as she watch me chop wood for the fireplace cause winter was coming soon, and the first time we met: locking eyes.

I would think of those days everyday that I existed. Only wishing…

"Emmett, stop that train of thought. I don't blame you and I'm sick of you blaming yourself" she coughed as she tried to sit herself up. I rushed to her side and helped her sit up properly. Carlisle wasn't here he couldn't even save her from this terrible faith that I put her in.

She continued her chastising of me, "I knew what I was getting into once I decided to be with you. I love you, Emmett and I would never change that. I would die for you." Tears started falling from her eyes as my unshed ones glistened mine.

"I love you too," my voice shook.

Her body started to tremble and shiver; still standing I moved to our opened double door window, with the rain pouring outside, even my cold body could tell the temperature was dropping.

"Wait, please don't close it" she asked. I didn't want to deny her this but I didn't want her sickness to take her sooner, "Please, Papa Bear."

"Oh, you play dirty" I laughed; I loved her nickname for me. I decided to leave them opened halfway. The doors remained her of our honeymoon. Sitting back next to our bed in my 'old man rocker' as she called it; I thought of the look on her face when she woke from our long flight to Fiji in our villa to the smell of the ocean coming through those same double doors.

I am eighty-seven years old and I have never known love before meeting her in the woods that day. I would fight with her every day for a thousand years if it meant that she would always be by my side. I can't live without her and I won't.

"Emmett, lay with me" she coughed. I rose and walked around to the other side of the bed. Climbing in I wrapped my arms around her from behind placing a kiss onto her swan-like neck. "Emmett, please promise me that you won't do anything stupid once I'm gone."

God, can she read minds like Edward, now. "I won't do anything stupid, I promise" and I do promise cause what I'm going to do isn't stupid. She cleared her throat, "I asked Alice to tell me your future after I'm gone and she said she couldn't see it. So, what do you plan on doing, Em?"

I hated that pixie right now. What gives her the right to take away the only thing that made this bearable? "Em, promise me that you will live for me and not mourn me" she turned her body completely to look into my eyes but I couldn't bear to look at her because I could not make that promise.

"No" I whispered.

I moved quickly from the bed and made my way to the other side of the room faster than her human eyes could see. Bending down to the storage bin under her summer clothing I pulled it towards me opening it, I pulled out the parchment of rolled up paper. The air whipped around me as I kneeled down next to her side of the bed.

"I can't make that promise because of this. Because of the vows you made to me" I shook with my emotion as her breathing quickened. "I love you to damn much to even think for a second that I could live one day of this existence without you. Do you hear me? I will join you when you leave me" I screamed as I became an animal in my anger at her, at God, at myself for doing this to her, for doing this to us.

"Em" her breathing came in faster and faster.

"No, don't interrupt me. I have to be with you. I can't breathe without you. And yes before you say it I know I can't breathe but…" I looked down at her apparently I had rose in my anger. She wasn't moving, she wasn't breathing.

I grabbed her, lifting her into my arms. "Baby, baby no I'm sorry please don't leave me I love you, please." I felt wetness on my face. Tears streamed from my eyes; I guess a vampire can cry.

"Carlisle, CARLISLE!" I screamed I knew he could hear me in the main house. I carried her outside into the rain; she loved the rain that's why she came to Forks in the first place.

She wasn't moving and there was no pulse but my venom was thing that did this to her in the first place so it wouldn't be the thing to save her now. I killed her. I killed the love of my life. "Emmett, you didn't kill her" Edward said as he touched my shoulder, I shook him off. Looking up they were all there with sad looks on their faces.

Emmett is now alone again they were probably thinking.

"We aren't thinking that, Emmett" he chimed in again. "We loved her too."

Lifting my head to stare at them as she laid in my arms lifeless, I could tell that they were scared. They didn't know what I would do now or who I would become. I turned away from them and I ran with her deep into the woods where we first met: our spot.

I laid her body down onto the moist grass right in front of the lake that went for miles. I had to try; I had to know.

Laying down next to her body I wrapped my arms around her from behind, "Leah, I love you."

I kissed the side her neck, biting her again for the second time but hopefully this bite would save her and not kill her.

Please.

A/N: I've made banner for this story over on my BlogSpot (check profile)