Mysterious Youth rated: pg13
Pan slammed the door of her apartment, almost breaking it off of the hinges "damn him!! damn that baka
na baka!" she slumped onto her couch and began to sob. She soon buried her head in a nearby pillow
trying to drown out her own sobbing. After what seemed like an hour, pan pulled herself off of the couch,
and trudged into her room. Wearily she began to pulled off her black dress. She let it drop to the floor, in a
small black heap. She stepped out of the dress and walked towards her closet, but she stopped short when
she saw a family picture posted on the closet door. She began to sob even harder. "Why did he have to die
dammit! Why?" she collapsed onto the floor in a shaky little ball sobbing her eyes out.
~*~*~*~*~*~
Ubuu knocked on the door of Pan's appartment. "Pan are you in there?" He asked cautiously. He had seen her
run. She ran as she had never run before, it seemed that the mere thought of being at her fathers funeral had
overwhelmed her. H knew she was not in the highest of spirits, but he wanted to be the one to bring her
comfort. But he didn't know how to reach her. He knocked again. He knew she was in her apartment, her
ki level was very distinguishable, after all she was one of the two only saiyan women. He could not help but worry about his dear friend. She was in pain and he didn't like the concept. He could hear her sobs, and it was beginning to get to him. It hit him 'why am I so worried about her' he began to tell himself that it was a friendly reaction 'then why am I the only one here?' he quickly realized that he cared for her, more than anything else, he wanted her to be happy
~*~*~*~*~*~ pan was sobbing so hard, she didn't hear the knocking on the door. Her body was raked with sobs, as she trembled on the floor. She didn't want to be alone, but she couldn't help but to feel alone. She knew that she was loved by all of the z senshi, but they were more like a large family. More than anything she wanted to be held in someone's tender embrace, to find someone special, just for her. Vegeta had Bulma,, Goten had Marron, Bra had, Whatever that football captain's name was, krillen had 18, and everyone had some body. ~*~*~Flashback~*~*~ "c'mon pan you need to be strong! We all know how you are feeling, we all loved him, but if we aren't strong than what is the point of even living? Don't worry, you'll see him soon" Goku's words were soft and kind, but they couldn't stop the hurt. There was HER father lying there in that casket. His face was cold, and pale, and lifeless. She gazed into his face while she heard her mother sobbing onto chichi's shoulder, and many others who were crying over their departed friend. She stood for 2 minutes just staring at his cold lifeless face before she lost it. With a speed that no one recognized, she ran out of the building, and down the streets, in the direction of her apartment. Determined to hide from the pain. ~*~*~End Flashback~*~*~ after listening to herself , she finally heard the knocking at the front door. She instinctively grabbed a pillow off of her bed and began to hug it. She got up and locked her door. Thinking that she could hide. Pan walked into her bedroom and sat down in the middle of the room crying into her pillow. Ubuu knocked
on the door again. "Pan? Are you okay? Please let me in, I know you're I there." She groaned and finally
yelled back at the door "go away and leave me alone!" As she continued soaking the soft cloth with her tears
"No, I won't leave. You can't deal with this alone" Came the reply from the other side of the door. "I don't need any help, I'm fine, just go away!" Ubuu shot a thin ki beam along the side of the door, and turned the knob of the door, breaking the locks. The door swung open. "Pan.." exclaimed Uub, with evident worry in his dark eyes. Pan continued to sob on the floor, not wanting to look at him. "just go away! I'm fine!" Uub strode near her trembling figure "your father just died, and you ran out of the funeral in record time, you aren't fine" He knelt down beside pan gathering her up in his arms. Pan relaxed into his embrace, using him as a human tissue "why did he have to die and leave me? why? I just...." her voice broke, and she sobbed into his chest, letting the tears soak into his shirt. Uub spoke in a soft soothing tone "He's still going to be watching over you. Gohan went through the same thing with Goku remember. He made it through. You are your father's daughter. You're strong. You'll be okay" he began to rub her back soothingly in an effort to calm her down. She melted into his gentle touch, and her sobs slowed, until they were only sniffles. She didn't know why but she just felt so at ease being so close with Uub, she began to think 'Is this what it's like to be loved?'
~*~*~*~*~*~ Authors note: ok this tory started as a rp between a friend and I, so it is now a fan fic. I hope you like it. Now there is a little rule for the chapters. For every chapter you want added on, you must review, and ask for it, I will expect 2 reviews for chapter 2, 3 reviews for chapter 3,and so on, but ten is where it will stop(if I get that far) Disclaimer: I don't own dbz, nor any of its characters. Though I do enjoy writing fics for it^_^ Ja~ne
Pan slammed the door of her apartment, almost breaking it off of the hinges "damn him!! damn that baka
na baka!" she slumped onto her couch and began to sob. She soon buried her head in a nearby pillow
trying to drown out her own sobbing. After what seemed like an hour, pan pulled herself off of the couch,
and trudged into her room. Wearily she began to pulled off her black dress. She let it drop to the floor, in a
small black heap. She stepped out of the dress and walked towards her closet, but she stopped short when
she saw a family picture posted on the closet door. She began to sob even harder. "Why did he have to die
dammit! Why?" she collapsed onto the floor in a shaky little ball sobbing her eyes out.
~*~*~*~*~*~
Ubuu knocked on the door of Pan's appartment. "Pan are you in there?" He asked cautiously. He had seen her
run. She ran as she had never run before, it seemed that the mere thought of being at her fathers funeral had
overwhelmed her. H knew she was not in the highest of spirits, but he wanted to be the one to bring her
comfort. But he didn't know how to reach her. He knocked again. He knew she was in her apartment, her
ki level was very distinguishable, after all she was one of the two only saiyan women. He could not help but worry about his dear friend. She was in pain and he didn't like the concept. He could hear her sobs, and it was beginning to get to him. It hit him 'why am I so worried about her' he began to tell himself that it was a friendly reaction 'then why am I the only one here?' he quickly realized that he cared for her, more than anything else, he wanted her to be happy
~*~*~*~*~*~ pan was sobbing so hard, she didn't hear the knocking on the door. Her body was raked with sobs, as she trembled on the floor. She didn't want to be alone, but she couldn't help but to feel alone. She knew that she was loved by all of the z senshi, but they were more like a large family. More than anything she wanted to be held in someone's tender embrace, to find someone special, just for her. Vegeta had Bulma,, Goten had Marron, Bra had, Whatever that football captain's name was, krillen had 18, and everyone had some body. ~*~*~Flashback~*~*~ "c'mon pan you need to be strong! We all know how you are feeling, we all loved him, but if we aren't strong than what is the point of even living? Don't worry, you'll see him soon" Goku's words were soft and kind, but they couldn't stop the hurt. There was HER father lying there in that casket. His face was cold, and pale, and lifeless. She gazed into his face while she heard her mother sobbing onto chichi's shoulder, and many others who were crying over their departed friend. She stood for 2 minutes just staring at his cold lifeless face before she lost it. With a speed that no one recognized, she ran out of the building, and down the streets, in the direction of her apartment. Determined to hide from the pain. ~*~*~End Flashback~*~*~ after listening to herself , she finally heard the knocking at the front door. She instinctively grabbed a pillow off of her bed and began to hug it. She got up and locked her door. Thinking that she could hide. Pan walked into her bedroom and sat down in the middle of the room crying into her pillow. Ubuu knocked
on the door again. "Pan? Are you okay? Please let me in, I know you're I there." She groaned and finally
yelled back at the door "go away and leave me alone!" As she continued soaking the soft cloth with her tears
"No, I won't leave. You can't deal with this alone" Came the reply from the other side of the door. "I don't need any help, I'm fine, just go away!" Ubuu shot a thin ki beam along the side of the door, and turned the knob of the door, breaking the locks. The door swung open. "Pan.." exclaimed Uub, with evident worry in his dark eyes. Pan continued to sob on the floor, not wanting to look at him. "just go away! I'm fine!" Uub strode near her trembling figure "your father just died, and you ran out of the funeral in record time, you aren't fine" He knelt down beside pan gathering her up in his arms. Pan relaxed into his embrace, using him as a human tissue "why did he have to die and leave me? why? I just...." her voice broke, and she sobbed into his chest, letting the tears soak into his shirt. Uub spoke in a soft soothing tone "He's still going to be watching over you. Gohan went through the same thing with Goku remember. He made it through. You are your father's daughter. You're strong. You'll be okay" he began to rub her back soothingly in an effort to calm her down. She melted into his gentle touch, and her sobs slowed, until they were only sniffles. She didn't know why but she just felt so at ease being so close with Uub, she began to think 'Is this what it's like to be loved?'
~*~*~*~*~*~ Authors note: ok this tory started as a rp between a friend and I, so it is now a fan fic. I hope you like it. Now there is a little rule for the chapters. For every chapter you want added on, you must review, and ask for it, I will expect 2 reviews for chapter 2, 3 reviews for chapter 3,and so on, but ten is where it will stop(if I get that far) Disclaimer: I don't own dbz, nor any of its characters. Though I do enjoy writing fics for it^_^ Ja~ne
