Disclaimer: I do not own Harry Potter, J.K. Rowlings does.

AN: I'm not even sure who's POV this is from.but it's not mine, this fic was just something I wrote spur of the moment. I mean, I'm sad J.K. killed off my favorite character, but this is completely different.sorry, just felt the need to specify before you decide I'm some sort of nutter.please R&R. I've never written anything this sad before.

Ode to Sirius

My love, my dearest, how I will miss you. Tears fall down my face as the news finally sinks in. You're gone, and you shall never return to me. Life never gave you a chance, did it? Never gave us a chance to see what we truly could have had together. Your innocence was never proven, and the world knew only a lie of you, only what the shadows told them to believe. I, however, knew the real you. The Sirius Black that stole my heart, but was never a thief of any other sort. You? A murderer? Never, not the man I know and love! You always knew what to say to bring a smile to my face and laughter to my soul. Unfortunately, the time of my laughter has ended. Never again shall a smile cross my grief stricken face. The emotions within are tearing me apart. They say to move on, time will heal my wounds, but they lie. I cannot forget the only man I've ever loved with all of my heart and soul. The tears are stronger then me now, I don't feel I can stand it any longer. I close my eyes, preying that as I go to sleep God is merciful, and I will be able to join you in eternity. He's not, and I can't, and I sob in my sleep knowing this. As I dream I find only one flicker of hope. You appear, dressed in all white with a beautiful light surrounding you. I reach out, hoping just to touch you one last time, and we embrace. You say only one thing to me. "Stay strong, my love, destiny will not fail us." And with that you are gone, and I am once again lost in my world of dark shadows. But maybe, just maybe, you are right. Destiny will not fail us, it simply can not fail us. Somehow I know we will be together again, and when that day comes, My love, I will be waiting.