Better the Illusions that Exalt

ann no aku

Plot: Gwen and Rhys recall their wedding day, and Rhys remembers the past. Introspection.

Disclaimer: I do not own Torchwood.

Notes: Takes place in the Torchwood episode Something Borrowed. Contains mostly quotes.

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Chapter One: Swallowed by Secrets

It is her wedding day; the day she has waited for since she had been a little girl. Nothing was to stand in her way—end of the world or alien pregnancy. Gwen refused to back down when Jack warned her, and she refuses even now as her large womb beats with life.

"Friends and family or Rhys and Gwen, we're here today to celebrate the marriage of two people, a ceremony binding in law. Rhys and Gwen have chosen to solemnize their commitment before you," the minister began.

Yes. Their commitment. Together forever, but how long is forever when you work for Torchwood? Gwen wants to be with Rhys forever, she needs to—because no one else will have her. So the wedding must go on; she can't postpone it, alien baby or not. If so, she may not have the courage, the heart to do it later.

"But first the law requires me to ask of you all if there's anyone here who knows of any reason why these two may not marry."

Of course there isn't. No one from work is there, and despite Owen's arrogance, he wouldn't say anything. No, no one is going to save her. Nothing will keep her from marrying Rhys.

The back doors to the chapel burst open. "Stop!"

Gwen's heart clenches in her chest as she turns to look at the man whose voice she'd know anywhere. Could it be? Was he-?

"Stop it! Stop the wedding!" He is running up the aisle to her, not caring that every eye is upon him. "Hold it!"

She stares at him, her eyes wide and hopeful. She can't breathe. Never, in a thousand years, did Gwen believe this to be possible. Nothing, no one, except- "Jack!"

He makes it to the altar, catching his breath. She wants to kiss him, thank him for rescuing her. "Gwen, believe me, I'm sorry."

Sorry? He was sorry? Why should he be sorry? Wasn't he aware of her feelings for him?

"But this has to stop. Now."

Her heart plummets to her stomach. He didn't come because he loved her; he doesn't. And now she knows for sure that she'll be with Rhys no matter what, but she could always hope.